its been a month

Since I misscarried.
I can't seem to get over it, but I know I should be happy that it happend EARLY and not later on. However, I can't seem to cope with the loss...Im trying my best, but its hard to get up in the morning and face every day I've rescheduled my doctors appointment 5 times because they know what happend. and I dont want to know. Im scared to death that its something did, or that I could of done something to prevent it. I cry and scream at the skies and tell them that Im so sorry, hoping my angel will hear me. I have no closure, my boyfriend is worried about me-Im worried about me. I still feel pregnant, my stomach is still a little hard and swollen, Im still throwing up, but I know theres no baby inside me. Its eating me away from the inside out....

I am sorry for your loss ...  

I am sorry honey. I know it is not easy. You should still go to the doc's to get checked out though, to make sure you are healthy and ready to try again sometime down the road. And if you are still having pregnancy symptoms, you might want to go in. One of my friends miscarried a twin, and went on the carry the other twin to full term, happy healthy little boy. It is better to just go on in. In fact, it might help to give you a little bit of closure. I don't know, everyone is different. I am sorry for your loss, though.

I am also very sorry for your loss. You really should go to the dr to make sure you are healthy. You need to think about yourself right now. No one ever does get over losing a child, but you will find that miscarriages happen more than you think.