what do you think

okay so i have a problem..
every since ive had my daughter ive been really angry..
but never towards her.. a couple of my freinds thought it was post partum deppression but they said it wasnt depresson cause ive never had bad thoughts towards my baby..

i get so so mad at every little thing and ive never been this angry i guess with life ever..

and i take it out on my husband and he ends up getting hurt but for some reason i cant help but get mad.. i wont talk to him i wont eat.. i wont even sleep..

i ahve a doctors appt. on the 22 on sept. and im def. gonna ask him what he thinks is wrong..

but if any of you have any clue as to why i get mad all of the time i mean all the time i would approximate it at about 80% of the day... please let me know

you don't have to have mean thoughts about the baby to have depression. def. talk to your doctor and see what he thinks! hope you start feeling better soon hun.

also, maybe you need a little time alone.. by yourself!

It still could be PP depression. Also stop and think your hormones are still all out of wack and will take some time getting back to normal. I went thru this with my girls, only I did have bad dreams about them at night, never when I was awake, but I was angry all the time, my doctor told me it is an emotional rollercoster when your hormones are out of sorts, Good luck and things will get back to normal eventually keep your head up! Talking with people who have gone thru this will help to, it helped me understand it alot better I thought I was just a horriable person.

i would have a complete blood workup done to find out if you have a hormonal imbalance.

if you have no idea why this is happening and you were not angry before, i would want to know how your thyroid is doing, how everything is doing. i would get a damn good blood test before i let anyone tell me i had the blanket term, PPD.

that's just me though.

I dont know how to help you because i have no clue as to what it is.

I can sympathize though because I am the exact same way.

It's not my baby either, she is the greatest joy that I have ever had in my life, but I am pissy and irritable and/or crying at all times (with my husband) for some reason he also gets the brunt of it, like you said yours does. In turn, I feel super guilty because my daughter is all that Ive ever wanted in life and I couldnt be happier with her, so I should be bouncing off the walls with joy! It's like a vicious circle. I dont know whats wrong with me either, but I dont like it and I want the old me back  

I hope we BOTH feel better soon.

Quoting Two Princesses Mommy!:“ also, maybe you need a little time alone.. by yourself!”

yeah.. but the thing is i do.. but im always at home when i get it..
my husband is in the army and always complains about work everyday and the thing is i feel guilty asking him to watch her feed her give her a bath put her to bed..

like shes on a sleep schedule.. shes in bed by 10 every night and like i get my alone time like right now.. but im really really mad at my husband right now because he left me here alone last night for 5 hours so he could of drink with his freind and i told him that i wanted to spend time with him and didnt wanna go over there and he left anyway.. and he was suppose to be going out to the feild and was gonna missmy birthday tomarrow but he convinced his sgt. to let him come home and now hes not speding ANY time with me..

but yeah i have no clue about depression ive never had it.. so i will def. talk to my doc about it..

army docs suck though lol i made this appt. 2 months ago.

Quoting BelindaJones:“ It still could be PP depression. Also stop and think your hormones are still all out of wack and will ... [snip!] ... people who have gone thru this will help to, it helped me understand it alot better I thought I was just a horriable person.”

yeah and thats why i turned to you all lol
u girls are smart cookies :p

Quoting bittermelon:“ i would have a complete blood workup done to find out if you have a hormonal imbalance. if you have ... [snip!] ... is doing. i would get a damn good blood test before i let anyone tell me i had the blanket term, PPD. that's just me though.”

okay.. so i can just ask my doctor for a blood test?

Quoting MommaOfAngels:“ I dont know how to help you because i have no clue as to what it is. I can sympathize though because ... [snip!] ... I dont know whats wrong with me either, but I dont like it and I want the old me back   I hope we BOTH feel better soon.”

me too cuz i cant stand this.
im down every freakin day and like as soon as my husband leaves i look at my little girl and just smile and my mood is totally diff.

like see waht i thought it was was he cheated on me a year ago or so and i thought it was a grudge but now im freinds with her and i know that thats not it.. so im def. confused...

like u i wanna me my old self..

Quoting ♡jaycelynsmommyb:“ yeah and thats why i turned to you all lol u girls are smart cookies :p ”

This is a really good website to try and seek advice, that is why I am here. It isn't a bad idea though to check with your doctor if you feel worried about it. Im my own experience I just had to let it run it's course it was pretty hard on my marriage and luckily I was blessed with an understanding husband, poor thing I gave him HELL....lol.. Good luck though.

Quoting BelindaJones:“ This is a really good website to try and seek advice, that is why I am here. It isn't a bad idea though ... [snip!] ... on my marriage and luckily I was blessed with an understanding husband, poor thing I gave him HELL....lol.. Good luck though.”

lol that made me laugh because i am doing hte exact same thing..

i feel bad for him but yet i have all this anger towards him and i want him to be hurt..

its weird..

Quoting ♡jaycelynsmommyb:“ okay.. so i can just ask my doctor for a blood test? ”

that's what i would do. i would want to know if my hormones were off, especially my thyroid. i would tell him i wanted to look for a biological reason for the change in mood before i would be willing to accept a psychiatric reason.

Quoting bittermelon:“ that's what i would do. i would want to know if my hormones were off, especially my thyroid. i would ... [snip!] ... him i wanted to look for a biological reason for the change in mood before i would be willing to accept a psychiatric reason.”

ah.. okay.. ill do that then..
i just wish i could be happpy.

i cant stand to look at my body in the mirror anymore.. it sucks
thank you  

In our own weird little way we all want our husbands to feel the pain we are going thru, we all just have different ways of making them feel it....lol.