I want to be done.

I am so incredibly frustrated. Not really with anything in particular, just...EVERYTHING. I'm stressing out so bad, and I feel like I'm about to reach the end of my rope. I can't take it anymore!

I feel terrible because I want to be able to stay strong for my little guy, but I feel like I'm failing miserably. I'm so sick and tired of being pregnant too...and I still have 2 months to go. I know I'm not the only one having problems or going through rough times. But I'm just so tired of it. Nothing seems to go right at all. As soon as things start looking up...they all go to shit again in a matter of days.

Everybody says that once my little boy is here it's all worth it and blah blah blah. I'm having a hard time believing that. I'm having a hard time seeing the light at the end of this never ending tunnel.

I just want to quit. I want to give up. I want to be DONE with EVERYTHING.

AMEN I know how you feel 100%

surround yourself RIGHT now with the right people. Strong and supportive and willing to help. ( join a church if you need to) . There will be hard times when your baby gets here, being a mother isnt easy, and I am worried about you getting support. You can do it, and everything goes in seasons. IT will get better. I have been there too. ( I had a 3 month old with colic , had been awake for about 3 months, had quit my job to stay home and my husband lost his job and we lost our healthinsurance.., everything..., but like I said everything has a season and now he has a better job and makes what we both did, and my son really is one of the happiest babies I ve ever seen.- so dont give up!) you might be having some prego blues, but those could get worse post partum. Your insurance might cover counseling, and that could help too. Hang in there! It will get better,

Quoting Samantha10.31.08:“ I am so incredibly frustrated. Not really with anything in particular, just...EVERYTHING. I'm stressing ... [snip!] ... light at the end of this never ending tunnel. I just want to quit. I want to give up. I want to be DONE with EVERYTHING.”

OMG You summarized my thoughts exactly. It was awful for me too. I'm off work now so it's a bit better but. I truly have felt the same. The only thing that cheered me up was shopping. I bought myself a new leather handbag, shoes and earrings.. That cheered me up for a while   Baby shopping is just as good too. I swear by my retail therapy  

Even if people are going through worse or been through worse doesnt mean you cant express your feelings or be stressed.

I know your probaly sick of being pregant. If i was pregnant still i would be sick of it too. But it really will be worth it. trust me on that. I was in so much pain when i woke up and actally felt the bad of my c-section. And then with madison being in the hospital for the last 2 months. But it has been complety worth it. Shes coming home soon. And that makes me happy

I know these last few months may seem to go by slowly. But just keep yourself busy. Maybe work on the nursey and get things orgnanized. Just keep your mind off it and stay busy. It will make things go by faster.

And i actally missed being pregnant for a few weeks after i had madison.

Quoting Samantha10.31.08:“ I am so incredibly frustrated. Not really with anything in particular, just...EVERYTHING. I'm stressing ... [snip!] ... light at the end of this never ending tunnel. I just want to quit. I want to give up. I want to be DONE with EVERYTHING.”

Your due on my B-day!  

Quoting Samantha10.31.08:“ I am so incredibly frustrated. Not really with anything in particular, just...EVERYTHING. I'm stressing ... [snip!] ... light at the end of this never ending tunnel. I just want to quit. I want to give up. I want to be DONE with EVERYTHING.”

sweetie i was just like you... it sucks im not going to say it doesnt... just breathe and know there is a change he will be born a few weeks early (not so early its unhealthy) but it will end it doesnt last forever and i will tell you this i was the pregante girl who hate every minute of it, but after you give birth it all seems like it didnt take as long as you thought it did it will be ok... it ends i promise

Quoting Camden's MOMMY 2 BE:“ AMEN I know how you feel 100%”

You're due on my birthday.

It's not even just being pregnant though. Like...it's EVERYTHING. I mean, yeah I am tired of being pregnant, but it's not as bad as I make it out to be...I complain a lot more than I should.

I have an amazing supportive family. They're here for me every step of the way, I know I wouldn't be able to do any of this without them.

Honestly, it's mostly all the stupid crap I've had to put up with from my baby's father. We can't have a civilized conversation because he has to turn it into some kind of argument. I just wish he was here for me like he promised he would be in the beginning. And now, I can't even talk to him because I'm so worried that he's just going to be an ass and jump all over me for some new reason. He has no idea what kind of stress and pain he's causing me. And he doesn't care. You'd think that he would for the sake of our son...at least with the stress part. But he doesn't. He doesn't have to do anything...he gets to continue to do everything like he would have if there wasn't a baby on the way. He hasn't had to grow up and face any consequences yet.

People say that he'll probably come around after he sees our son and all of that, but I just don't know. I really hope so...but I don't know. Not even like come around in the sense that we'll be together again...yes, I'd love to be with him and have our little family like we planned...but more than anything I just want him to be there for his son. He's asked how he's doing once since we've been broken up. He doesn't have to ask how I'm doing, he doesn't have to mess with any of that stuff, but you'd think he'd be curious how things are going with his son. :-/

Sorry...I just....I don't even know anymore.

you dont need em., youll be surprised how much u can do alone and how strong youll be and proud of it! youll get a lil smirk when your kid cries for u cause u walked outta the room and not him!~

Quoting j0cElYn:“ you dont need em., youll be surprised how much u can do alone and how strong youll be and proud of it! youll get a lil smirk when your kid cries for u cause u walked outta the room and not him!~”

I know.
I just feel like my little boy is the only thing keeping me going.
It's just a weird situation with my ex and it's as if he's not the same person he was before the break up. He's seriously a completely different person. It's crazy.

im sorry samantha, i really am. i know your going through a lot right now and i can only hope it gets better for you.
be strong!
and if its really that bad, get help. see a doctor about it before it gets worse.
im always here to talk 
i hope you can relax eventually, and not be so stressed out.

Quoting anthonys mommy:“ im sorry samantha, i really am. i know your going through a lot right now and i can only hope it gets ... [snip!] ... a doctor about it before it gets worse. im always here to talk  i hope you can relax eventually, and not be so stressed out.”

Thanks Kendra!
I've already talked to doctors about it. I talked to one right before I found out I was pregnant about my depression and stuff. Then after everything happened with Matt and I, I asked my new OB if it would be ok to start taking my anti-depressant's again to help me cope with things better and he said yes. So I've started taking them...but it hasn't been long enough for me to notice a difference.

Quoting Samantha10.31.08:“ Thanks Kendra! I've already talked to doctors about it. I talked to one right before I found out ... [snip!] ... with things better and he said yes. So I've started taking them...but it hasn't been long enough for me to notice a difference.”

How long should they take to work? and how long have you been taking them?

Quoting anthonys mommy:“ How long should they take to work? and how long have you been taking them?”

It takes a few weeks for them to get into your system and start to take affect...and I've been back on them about 2 weeks or a week and a half...idk I don't remember what day I started taking them for sure.