I'm just sooo happy!
posted 20th Aug
All this week I've been feeling so stressed and sad. My daughter was due Monday the 18and school starts next monday the 25. But the school i was assigned was the home school for my moms address, the thing is I'm living with my BF but we went to the school to see if we could change the address but they were assholes about it and said they cant do that blah blah blah so i was freakin out! And here they give you 1 month off of school after having a baby but it's really hard to do it if you have it before school during the summer but with only a week in between school and summer. So i was flippin out if they dont give me the month off because i dont think i'll be ready to walk that much my school is HUGE. its 3 stories tall and has like a katrillion rooms. so i was stressin about that AND i still dont know who my daughters pedi's gonna be. So to sum it all up I had no school, worried about only having a week of healing, no pedi, and worried about being induced. Ok so now, they dont think my daughters coming soon but i have a feeling she's gonna come right when she's supposed too. I got all my school stuff figured out and since the doc said she's not coming this week i'll be able to go to the first few days and get the full month!! i still need the pedi but thats the least of my worries. I kinda have a feeling she was waiting for me to be stress free to come, I think she's coming on the 26th. I think she really wanted us to feel ready for her and now i do! . Im feeling sooo lucky and blessed right now i just wanna cry!!!! the only thing that can make this day any better is if hubby comes home from work and takes me ice cream shopping!
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