Is It my hormones
posted 17th Aug
Well Today for the first time i heard my baby's Heartbeat and i cried and cried. The thing was i have really been stressed out since my home was robbed by my older cousin. I know it's unhealthy for the baby , but it's different when everything you work so hard for was taken. I had really bad cramping i was hyperventilating basically i suffer from anixety attacks. I had given up hope . Also being that i havent been to the doctor's in a while i thought omg am i having a misscarriage. Like i said i had given up all hope!! I thought i was gonna walk into the doctor's office and they tell me im sorry you lost the baby my world was gonna end ,but my doctor said it's a too early to hear the heart beat but ill try any way. She said don't be dissappointed if we couldn't find it. Soon as she put the dopphler on my tummy there His/Her Heart beat strong and loud as ever.Im crying as im writing sorry. Like mommy im still here don't give up.Im still here im ok . The joy that struck my heart like 10,000 horses running aroung the pasture. I cried so much the doctor was in shock she said i seen women cry befor but never like this. I told her it's my baby and It's okay he wanted me to know he was still there. On the way home on the bus i was rubbing my tummy and saying your the best thing that ever happened too me and i love you.You're not here yet and already you made me a stronger women.I said i want you to know once you are born it will be hard cause in there you are in my heart when your born then my heart will be walking around outside my cheast. Ladies i guess i just wanted to share my experiance with you never lose hope no matter how old you are, or sad you are. I go for a sonogram monday the 18th And im scheduled for my first ultrasound August 27 a day after my birthday. Is It Normal for me to feel that way?
quoteposted 17th Aug
Totally normal, especially after all the stress you have been under
quoteposted 17th Aug
Definitely normal I cry at every appointment they do a dopplar!!! And now that I can feel this little one I cry when I cant and then he/she starts moving to say calm down lady im still here!!! I cry like a baby at everything
quoteposted 17th Aug
I burst out crying at random times for all kinds of reasons....
1. My first ultrasound, saw the heartbeat, and kept telling the dr. I just wanted to watch it beat a bit longer through my tears.
2. My cat pooped on the floor at 3am and I couldn't clean it up.
3. Was watching TV and that show of "My dad's better than your dad" came on.. (My little guy's daddy is a bit absent, at best.)
4. Jack in the Box was out of egg rolls....and their shake machine was broken.
The list goes on and on.....
Cramping is normal in early pregnancy - sometimes the pain is sharp and stabbing too - it's round ligament pain - unless you start bleeding too. Then call your doc!
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