Anything and everything

Ok for one I feel so lonely anymore I mean my daught will be here in less than 53 days which makes me excited but I keep thinking about the fact that her dad left months ago and how he can go on with his happy little life and not think about me or her at all I work 40+ hours a week Im always tired and all I want is for someone to be here with me while Im going threw all of this I feel like she's never going to get what she deserves because of a stupid thing he did I mean We planned her We were together for 2 1/2 years and He wanted to have a baby at the time I didn't now I do and im excited but I never though I would go threw all of this alone I just wish that this would have happened alittle different is anyone going threw the same thing I love the fact that Im going to be a mom but Im just not sure I can give her everything she derserves but I dont want to give her up and I would never do that I just need to know a singel mom can still do it well I guess

awww im sorry your going through this. I was in the same position when i had my daughter. but the only thing you can do is stay strong. it is hard at first but it is all worth it.