Now i know!!! (small vent)

So now i know my cousin totally talks behind my back, and it hurts a little because we are suppose to be like sisters. I haven't done nothing but been there for her when no one has. I almost lost my marriage because i was hanging around with her too much and i started listening to everything she was saying and started believing it (i know stupid on my part) and Almost lost my family over it. But i am glad i came to my senses and worked my marriage out. I won't ever make the same mistake again, i know that much, she doesn't know i know, but oh well, i can't be there for her like that anymore, and plus she doesn't support anything i do, she really never liked my husband, WHY??? I don't even know, i don't know if its cuz she doesn't have someone like him or what. She says i talk about my pregnancy too much!!! Is it because i am keeping my baby and she ain't, or that i am with the father of my child and she ain't??? I don't know. Yeah i don't know about her anymore, but i tried to tell her to slow her role on clubbing and drinking and she needs to get her life together because she ain't getting no younger, but yeah, i just needed to get that off my chest

I knew someone like that, except she was an ex friend. She is out of my life and the moment she was gone things were better. You need to cut people like that out of your life really. That's the only real benefit!