So yeah....

I got a BFN.   Cried all night... Took the test around 11pm last night cuz I didn't feel good when I came home from work around 6. I didn't really wanna take the test while Luis was awake but he kept pushing me to go take it. I took it... and waited... {Not Pregnant} came on the screen so I just went and laid down and put the pillow over my face. I'm trying not to cry as I read this...

When I got in bed, I didn't say a word. He got up and went in the bathroom, and read it... when he came back, he just held me close... Later in the night I got up and went to lay on the couch cuz I just couldn't sleep. He realized I was out of the bed and came and found me. He just came to kiss me and said I love you and went back to bed. I sat there, minutes later he sends me a text message. "R u mad?" Yes, I'm upset. Because there are people in this world who don't deserve or want kids and they can get pregnant, but I can't. I don't even wanna try anymore. I give up. So I sit up watching the Olympics til about 3. Then I finally decide to get off the couch and go to bed.. when I got in the bed I tossed and turned, and my boyfriend said the most encouraging 3 words out of his sleep when he realized I was there next to him. "Don't give up." I cried my eyes out until I could calm down and fall asleep. So there is still hope, I guess. Maybe next month.

Maybe you tested too early? You should try again first thing in the morning.

Quoting *Brittanie*:“ Maybe you tested too early? You should try again first thing in the morning.”

Regardless I'm just gonna wait until AF shows up or not.

..your still young at 19..i know thats not very encouraging but you still have lots of time..you should foucus on being healthy and not being stressed out..maybe talk to your doc and get checked for other possible reasons? have your periods ever been weird or anything?

Quoting [ROFLMAO]:“ I got a BFN.   Cried all night... Took the test around 11pm last night cuz I didn't feel good when ... [snip!] ... give up." I cried my eyes out until I could calm down and fall asleep. So there is still hope, I guess. Maybe next month.”

What a wonderful man you have.
Don't give up trying

Quoting Sara12345:“ ..your still young at 19..i know thats not very encouraging but you still have lots of time..you should ... [snip!] ... stressed out..maybe talk to your doc and get checked for other possible reasons? have your periods ever been weird or anything?”

Well I did miscarry back in June so my periods have been funny... I've had it twice I think since the D&C surgery. My D&C was on 6/11.

Quoting [ROFLMAO]:“ I got a BFN.   Cried all night... Took the test around 11pm last night cuz I didn't feel good when ... [snip!] ... give up." I cried my eyes out until I could calm down and fall asleep. So there is still hope, I guess. Maybe next month.”

awwww. your other half is soo cute   ...sorry about th bfp..sometimes it takes a while ... dont give up...

Quoting [ROFLMAO]:“ Well I did miscarry back in June so my periods have been funny... I've had it twice since the D&C surgery.”

i know i read that after i posted im very sorry thats aweful..you should give your body time! that was only like 2 and some months ago..

I know but I just don't wanna keep hurting like this. I mean who doesn't want to stop the suffering they're going through. Me & my boyfriend had planned that pregnancy... So it hurts.

Quoting [ROFLMAO]:“ I got a BFN.   Cried all night... Took the test around 11pm last night cuz I didn't feel good when ... [snip!] ... give up." I cried my eyes out until I could calm down and fall asleep. So there is still hope, I guess. Maybe next month.”

That is so sweet. Sorry about the results but hes right dont give up b/c your time will come and it will be awesome when it does. God has a reason for everything thats just what you have to keep telling yourself.

he's right girl! dont give up...my dr's told me i wasnt gunna be able to have kids when i was like 16. so i thought it was impossible...it crushed me. i thought i would never ever get a chance to be a mother...but they were obviously wrong cuz now im 19 weeks pregnant. dont give up just yet. keep tryin. test again next week and if its the same then wait till next month...get and ovulation test if you have to...and just keep trying! good luck!

Quoting [ROFLMAO]:“ I got a BFN.   Cried all night... Took the test around 11pm last night cuz I didn't feel good when ... [snip!] ... give up." I cried my eyes out until I could calm down and fall asleep. So there is still hope, I guess. Maybe next month.”

i had the same experince this month hunny. i'm there with ya. hubby and i have been trying again sinc3 december 07 for #1.after 2 losses in '07...and i went trhough that exact scenario  
im always here to chat if u need

everyone is right.....Don't give up!!!!Soon your angle will come to you...............who knows maybe it will be on a special day and then that day will be even better...........i totally agree with you about the many ppl that DON"T AT ALL DESERVE to be parents but are.......it BS.........!!!!! Brittanie is right maybe you tested to early try again when you are feeling a lil better.........i'm hoping an praying for you ........you deserve a baby more than most ppl i know good luck and i'm hear for you if you need to talk i like to listen and try to help ppl out....i don't like when ppl are hurting...it breaks my heart!!!!! <3 Breanna lin <3

Good luck, it's not over until AF shows up.
My fingers are crossed for you.