GOD WHY ME!!!

HI everyone.
It took everything I had to come back on here. When I was about 19 weeks I lost my baby. I know I know that was a whole six weeks ago but it st5ill hurts alot. She was my baby girl and I was gonna name her Jayla Alexandria Graziosi. Its been kinda hard cause I have alot of friend that just had babies and it just makes it hurt even more. I am so depressed about it. Worst of all now me and my boyfriend are havin problems. I moved out and everything. I don't have a job and I feel homeless. I know we never formally met but I loved her soo much and I miss her deeply. I don't know what to do.

i'm sorry hun. have you looked in sufferign a loss for help? you might find some good support there.

I am so sorry for your loss.

i WAS RAISED YOUR PROBLEM ARE YOUR PROBLEMS AND NOT TO LET THE WORLD IN SO THIS IS A BIG STEP FOR ME.

Quoting My first baby!!:“ HI everyone. It took everything I had to come back on here. When I was about 19 weeks I lost my baby. ... [snip!] ... job and I feel homeless. I know we never formally met but I loved her soo much and I miss her deeply. I don't know what to do.”

I am so sorry for your loss..  

Quoting My first baby!!:“ i WAS RAISED YOUR PROBLEM ARE YOUR PROBLEMS AND NOT TO LET THE WORLD IN SO THIS IS A BIG STEP FOR ME.”

awwe hunny, thats so not true. lots of lovely ladies on here can be such a big help, and i know a lot of women woudnt be able to go on with life if it weren't for the wonderful BG ladies!!!

I am so sorry for your loss

oh hunny (((HUGS))) I'm so sorry... she has a beautiful name and you should not feel bad about missing her or bring up her loss... I've been there and it still hurts...

I'm so sorry for your loss ... it's hard - I lost my little girl at 23 weeks (I delivered her stillborn on July 2nd, 2008 ) I still cry almost every day - talking with some of the ladies here have made things a little easier - I don't feel like I'm the ONLY one. The ladies here are very sweet and comforting - if it weren't for them don't know what I'd do!!

I cannot understand your loss. Still, I know you will have to grieve through this. I can't really say how, but you aren't alone. Check out the forum on miscarriages. Also, if you can try to seek local support through your church or another counseling group.

I will say that I admire your courage. It takes strength to cope with a pregnancy and the loss of a child at any age, but I imagine it's a little harder when you are so young yourself. It requires bravery to admit to the pain you are going through, please remember that it shows your strength, not weakness to be vulnerable like that. (Be careful too as not all people can understand that.)

I just can't believe she is gone. I have nightmares about it. I just..... I don't know I wish she was still here. My little Jayla.

Quoting My first baby!!:“ HI everyone. It took everything I had to come back on here. When I was about 19 weeks I lost my baby. ... [snip!] ... job and I feel homeless. I know we never formally met but I loved her soo much and I miss her deeply. I don't know what to do.”

I know that you are going through a rough time. I think you should go and talk to a professional. My friend lost her baby May 24th and she still isn't doing better. They put her on anti-depressants because it was so bad. She just realized that she has had 2 miscarriages. She does have 1 baby boy, but she thinks that the way to heal the wounds is to get pregnant again. I just think that there are a lot of women on here that you can talk to and that can relate to you. You just gotta talk about it. I know that it is hard. I really am sorry for your loss..

I am so sorry for your loss honey. If you need someone to talk too you can always talk to me. I'm here if you need me. You are in my prayers.

I am so sorry, sweetie.....