Another Miscarriage...

Sunday Aug 10, 2008 went to the ER because something just didn't feel right. I started having hot flashes and really bad cramps.They did an u/s and determine I was having a miscarriage. It was so trumatic. They told me I didn't have to look at the monitor but I did anyway and I saw blood pooling around my tiny baby descending. The thing that got me the most I just knew this baby was going to make it. I was 11 weeks 3 days. And my other 2 m/c I barely made it to 9.

Now I secretly blame my boyfriend for my miscarriage. And I feel so bad about it. I just can't even stand to be in the same room as him. Because 2 weeks before everything started he just kept neglecting and ignoring me. I became so concern and worried about him because we don't live in a nice neighborhood. Then I finally got in touch with him he declared " I just feel like doing me". And thats when the cramps started. I was beyond hurt because at that point I knew what was happening everything I had and cared about would be lost.

Quoting Via:“ Sunday Aug 10, 2008 went to the ER because something just didn't feel right. I started having hot flashes ... [snip!] ... started. I was beyond hurt because at that point I knew what was happening everything I had and cared about would be lost.”

OMG I am so sorry! You just brought me to tears.... You are in my prayers honey!

So sorry. 

I'm sorry  

Those ultrasounds are the worst things ever. Ihad mine about an hour ago. I didn't want to look at the screen.

*hugs*

That is terrible so sorry for your loss.  

this brought me to tears. I am so sorry you had to go through this.

I am so sorry for your loss. I just lost my first baby on the 6th I was 11 weeks and 2 days. I can't imange going through this again and let alone three times. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

I FEEL SO BAD HUN. IM SORRY FOR YOUR LOST. U ARE IN MY PRAYERS.

Im very sorry for your loss.