i feel horrible.

i had my babygirl last week and im completlly head over heels in love i like to be with her every second of the day even if shes sleeping im always next to her.. but now. . i feel like my daugther is going to forget me or think i abandoned her. because i plan on going back to school next month. . and im so motivated to finish for her. i dont want to be a drop out i wabnt my daugther to know i did it and went somewhere.. im doing this for her.. but anyway .. i have to go its from 815 - 4 30 pm .. and im going to have to place my babygirl in daycare from those times. and i feel horrible. i feel horrible that im not going to be with her for the majority of the day i feel horrible shes going to be with complete strangers i feel horrible that i think she might forget me .. or think i dont want her. ugh.. idkk.. has anyone ever felt like this. ?

i havent had my lil man yet but im going to school for like 6 weeks then taking 6 weeks off for my leave and then i have to go back to school its my last year plus im b/fing so i have to pump in school i know its going to be so hard but i as well wanna finish for my lil man i wanna give him the best life i can im gonna cry at school prolli cuz ill miss him so much but just remember you are doing it for your baby i know that will be my motivation to get through it all

Quoting A Dark Prince in the Maki:“ i havent had my lil man yet but im going to school for like 6 weeks then taking 6 weeks off for my leave ... [snip!] ... ill miss him so much but just remember you are doing it for your baby i know that will be my motivation to get through it all”

yeah i feel like im goin to cry the second i leave her.. but i need to do this..

Quoting amycakes.:“ yeah i feel like im goin to cry the second i leave her.. but i need to do this..”

ya its the best for you and her just remember that and i know both of us can do it i wish you luck and hope it all goes well