re: 2ww

Quoting gingerello:“ I wont tell Sean until I am confirmed via blood a few times. I was so excited last month and sent him ... [snip!] ... his friends so excited and told them... then when I started to bleed and cramp I had to tell Sean and he was pretty upset.”

Yeah I dont blame you. The only people Marc and I are going to tell is my parents and his (maybe). And then IF i get sick like I did with Brayden, I'll obviously have to tell my co-workers. But...I have no intentions of telling any of the other family or friends until I am at least 16 weeks. LMAO.... I'll tell ya'll too of course!

Quoting ~Terra~ CowgirlUP~2WW:“ Yikes Ginger...I AM IN 2WW too.. when are you testing? AF is expected Aug 22 for me, so I am going to test Aug 23rd... IF AF doesnt show up.”

I will be testing right along with you!

Quoting ~Terra~ CowgirlUP~2WW:“ Yeah I dont blame you. The only people Marc and I are going to tell is my parents and his (maybe). And ... [snip!] ... intentions of telling any of the other family or friends until I am at least 16 weeks. LMAO.... I'll tell ya'll too of course!”

Yeah. I agree.
The one thing that pisses me off about last month is that the doc 's assistant would not give me by 2nd blood test results over the phone, she just said I was not pregnant. I told them that they gave me the results a week earlier and that they were a 6... so I just hope my body cleaned itself out (sounds so gross I know)
I am seeing a new doc and she is going to get the test results for me, but she could not find them on the computer system so I have to get my file transferred from the walk in clinic place. UGH.
Sometimes I don't even want to tell people until the kid is 18 because I am afraid of something happening.
Although I have been having some pretty good pregnant dreams lately and had twin boys, so I am talking to myslef and telling myself things are going to be OK!

Good luck on both your testing. This month seems to be a really crazy one for me, more difficult that the rest.

I fully understand with the sharing of BFP news! My most recent loss was with the twins at 3mo premature, im so nervous of losing another. Everyone knows ive had 5 losses, to the point where people were actually really nasty when i got pregnant with them. This time i dont think i would tell anyone (apart from hubs) till imso big that they have to ask!!

Cant wait to see your BFPs

Quoting twinmami:“ Good luck on both your testing. This month seems to be a really crazy one for me, more difficult that ... [snip!] ... This time i dont think i would tell anyone (apart from hubs) till imso big that they have to ask!! Cant wait to see your BFPs”

I am so sorry for your losses

Quoting KtlWalters:“ I am so sorry for your losses”

Its just made me so nervous to get pregnant again, but at the same time i want it soo bad. Just thinking about getting a BFP gets me excited and scared all at once  

Quoting twinmami:“ Its just made me so nervous to get pregnant again, but at the same time i want it soo bad. Just thinking about getting a BFP gets me excited and scared all at once  ”

I am scared for next time as well. I just don't want that kind of emotional pain again

Quoting KtlWalters:“ I am scared for next time as well. I just don't want that kind of emotional pain again”

I know. im not sure i can face this again. Every single pregnancy ive had has ended in loss and suffering, its been going on for 4 years running. Such a long road to happiness. Even now im dealing with it with my boy in hospital. Babies are so hard, but we know in our hearts that its so worth it! I hope you get to enjoy a healthy pregnancy real soon  

Quoting twinmami:“ I know. im not sure i can face this again. Every single pregnancy ive had has ended in loss and suffering, ... [snip!] ... are so hard, but we know in our hearts that its so worth it! I hope you get to enjoy a healthy pregnancy real soon  ”

I know how you feel. I am so darn excited to get a BFP yet very scared.

Quoting ~Terra~ CowgirlUP~2WW:“ I know how you feel. I am so darn excited to get a BFP yet very scared.”

ive had alot of symptoms this month since 8 dpo. I was up puking the other day, and sitting there by the loo just reminded me of my last pregnancies. Just thinking i was pregnant actually started me crying and i was physically shaking with fear. I dont know how il be if i do get a bfp (testing in 2 days). Although the rate we're going i wont be seeing one anytime soon!!

I thought that more time would maybe help me feel 'safer' about getting pregnant again. But then it was 15 months between our stillborn and 2nd tri loss and i can honestly say the time between them didnt make me heal or make it any less scary. Infact it was another 21 months between losing our 2nd son and having the twins - and i was still so messed up! I still cry for them all. I guess im rushing things now. Like the longer we go without being pregnant the more its scaring me! i just want my bfp asap and to have a healthy delivery already so i can get over all this!

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Quoting twinmami:“ ive had alot of symptoms this month since 8 dpo. I was up puking the other day, and sitting there ... [snip!] ... to have a healthy delivery already so i can get over all this! [excuse all my messy posts, the spacebar doesnt work properly]”

Yeah once you lose a child, the thoughts of pregnancy seem to get more and more scary.

GOOOOOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck to you Ginger and everyone else as well!  I'm sending lots of baby dust your way.  AF is due on the 18th, so if I don't start, I'm going to test on the 19th probably.  We weren't actively TTC this month, but ended up being a little spontaneous as far as that goes.