Ugh! Nothing changed

I need to just get this out it's bothering me. So basically Lavon's father called last night and act like nothing happen between us. He left me at the start of the pregnancy & didn't care about anything but fucking other chicks and getting high. & now he wants to call me and act like nothing happen. He didn't even care to ask about what happen with his child. I mean everybody said something about to him about me losing him. But it's like what the fuck. AM I CRAZY?!? to be still bitter and so mad that if he was on fire I wouldn't even spit on him? Like I think about Lavon everyday and it hurts me to know that james could care-less he helped make my little sunshine too. so what's his issue

Quoting __Anything but Ordinary:“ I need to just get this out it's bothering me. So basically Lavon's father called last night and act ... [snip!] ... Lavon everyday and it hurts me to know that james could care-less he helped make my little sunshine too. so what's his issue”

he's a man who was never around in the first place. he wasn't around when ur angel was alive so what do u expect. he didn't care when the baby was alive so why would u think he would care now. he's only out for himself. u already know this sweetheart why are u tormenting urself over him.

Quoting Makayla and Jaxon's Mom:“ he's a man who was never around in the first place. he wasn't around when ur angel was alive so what ... [snip!] ... u think he would care now. he's only out for himself. u already know this sweetheart why are u tormenting urself over him.”

I don't know... i'm really naive  

i'm sorry to say it sweetheart but theres no reason for u to hang on to him anymore. u got to move on. all he is is a constant reminder of what u lost and what he never cared about in the first place.

Quoting Makayla and Jaxon's Mom:“ i'm sorry to say it sweetheart but theres no reason for u to hang on to him anymore. u got to move on. all he is is a constant reminder of what u lost and what he never cared about in the first place.”

True. I don't know why i even bother I don't know i'm hoping for something or what. I mean he said sorry but no sorry can undo what he did and it was like a empty sorry. No meaning no feeling....

Quoting __Anything but Ordinary:“ True. I don't know why i even bother I don't know i'm hoping for something or what. I mean he said sorry but no sorry can undo what he did and it was like a empty sorry. No meaning no feeling....”

move on and forget about him. don't let him get the best of you.