re: baby blew a gasket

Quoting TokyoRose♥:“ ohhhhhhhhh my god ...he is on the phone now an he says he is stuck at his friends house because they decided that they wanted to get high an drunk....ohhh my godd im soo mad..”

he needs a broomstick shoved up his ass! seriously. I have afew if you need some.. lol  

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ he just got home.. he weas at his cousins.. bc his sister n them were sooo drunk”

what does that have to do with him?

Quoting toxiraindancer:“ what does that have to do with him?”

he said his mommy asked him to go pick them up. and she knew that he was going to take them to his aunties and cousins house. and she told him to stay with them and not just drop them off.. bc its a waste of gas.. OH i smell BSHIET.. but im so tired and high off percoets im just like blah..

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ he said his mommy asked him to go pick them up. and she knew that he was going to take them to his ... [snip!] ... not just drop them off.. bc its a waste of gas.. OH i smell BSHIET.. but im so tired and high off percoets im just like blah..”

oh his MOMMY said so. ok that makes it all better.lol

Quoting toxiraindancer:“ oh his MOMMY said so. ok that makes it all better.lol”

he thinks so.. but hes dressed all raggedy.. so its not like hes dressed like he usually is. and he did say hes sorry and he never ever APOLOGIZES for anything he does. he said he didnt mean for it to take so long. and hes even gotten the kids ready to go to my sister for me with out me asking.. but yeah. its 602 now here.. and i have to be at my sisters at 730 so i better go get freshen up and get ready to go.

but ill be back on once i get to my sisters. takes about 35 mins to get there.. bc she lives 38mi away from me.. hopefully i can drive now.. haha.. im not so high on them anymore.. they starting to wear off.. GRR..

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ but ill be back on once i get to my sisters. takes about 35 mins to get there.. bc she lives 38mi away ... [snip!] ... lives 38mi away from me.. hopefully i can drive now.. haha.. im not so high on them anymore.. they starting to wear off.. GRR..”

how'd it go? at least he was man enough to apolagize. i give him some credit back now

Quoting toxiraindancer:“ how'd it go? at least he was man enough to apolagize. i give him some credit back now”

went good.. i didnt scream my ass off at him like i normally would.. just asked WHERE THE ... you been... and letted him know he could of atleast called.. let me know hes OK. and that the kids were looking for him.. and he all IM SORRy.. i didnt expect thenm to take that long. bc he was watching after his sister and her BF.. who were drunk as skunks.. even still at 5 in the morn. I guess i get mad.. mostly because I WORRY for him.. thats hes gonna get hurt or something.. bc im not a jealous controlling bitch.. .. so hows your day going??  

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ went good.. i didnt scream my ass off at him like i normally would.. just asked WHERE THE ... you been... ... [snip!] ... WORRY for him.. thats hes gonna get hurt or something.. bc im not a jealous controlling bitch.. .. so hows your day going??  ”

well my day today was pretty crappy. i woke upo made breakfast for DH and I then took a bath, and then i started getting really upset and Dh asked what was wrong i just broke down about how ugly i feel and that i feel useless. he told me that i'm the most beautiful woman he's ever seen and that i'm noyt useless, but i need to be working. even if it is for just a month. ARGH! then i wanted to hangout and cuddle with him and he started playing his stupid ass video game instead of hanging out with me and of course i got upset and went to my room and cried myself to sleep.got up made dinner,and we watched some TV together but that was pretty much my day/night

Quoting toxiraindancer:“ well my day today was pretty crappy. i woke upo made breakfast for DH and I then took a bath, and then ... [snip!] ... to my room and cried myself to sleep.got up made dinner,and we watched some TV together but that was pretty much my day/night”

awh.. sweetie.. dont b so hard on yourself.. your a beautiful girl.. yea its hard making changes in your body.. but just remember its gonna be something beautiful in the end.. and for DH.. he needs a broomstick 2. but then again men dont realize.. we need "together time" not.. i play.. u watch me play.. type time.. they are clueless on what we ACTUALLY need.. esp. when were preg. but atleast he did right by letting you know your beautiful. I should go there.. just to kick the tarnashions outta you for crying yourself 2 sleep.. sweetie.. no need for that. your EVERYTHING great thats under the sun. and stars and moon.. and baby will thank you for not starving yourself and gaining the weight adn stuff that you are.. ITS all for a great cause.. and when all this crazy hormonal stuff is over with.. youll be HAPPY just knwoing you DID it!  

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ awh.. sweetie.. dont b so hard on yourself.. your a beautiful girl.. yea its hard making changes in ... [snip!] ... ITS all for a great cause.. and when all this crazy hormonal stuff is over with.. youll be HAPPY just knwoing you DID it!  ”

you're such a sweetheart. yeah i think he does.lol i know in the end i'll be happy and i know i'm doing right by my lil man its just hard.it'll all be worth it when i see his lil face and can finally hold him. I can't wait for the hormones to be DONE with.

yeah.. if it wasnt for the CRAZY HORMONAL things that happen to us.. and make our brains GO CRAZY with wild ideas.. id be preg 20mil times again haha.. but my hormonal stuff wants very bad.. i had morning sickness til i was 10wks.. then that was it. I got lucky.. but i gained weight like a mother.. i gaind 90 lbs with my first. and all my other kids i was 190's-198 lbs when i wenet into labor with em. my last i was 113 when i got preg.. and 197 when i went into labor.. SO i knwo its hard to be nice n trim.. them BOOOmmm look and feel humungous. but just remind your self.. YOUR BEAUTIFUL AND its forA GREAT cause.. and the hormonal crap.. will b a piece of cake.

Your such a Great girl.. i hate how you beat yourself up.. when the hormonal BAD days set in   i should beat the crap outta the HORMONES hahah.. but those days will be over soon... and youll be holding baby.. in notime!