re: baby blew a gasket

Quoting toxiraindancer:“ yup sounds right. when your in pain they are working on the pain, but when there is no pain they have nothing but you to work with”

2 bad i only have 3 pills left.. i should try to get a refil.. hahaha..

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ being high on perkasets is great .. if thats what they call this drunken ness feeling.. its weird tho.. ... [snip!] ... me that we love them .. and they act like they can care less.. but yet they say they love us.. sure strange way of showing it..”

yeah i know..when i say i love him i mean it an am devoted to him..he says 'i love you babe' while hes on his cell phone texting god knows who and then somehow the texts get erased and the only texts he has on his cell are from me when i haven even text him in a while..and he goes to work 30 minutes early an gets home at like 1 in the morning when his work closes at like 10...

Quoting TokyoRose♥:“ yeah i know..when i say i love him i mean it an am devoted to him..he says 'i love you babe' while hes ... [snip!] ... him in a while..and he goes to work 30 minutes early an gets home at like 1 in the morning when his work closes at like 10...”

uhm somthings fishy there..
Id be raising some hell aobut that..

omg i just tried walking.. 2 the door bc it sounded liek the car pulled up.. and whoa.. its so hard to even walk whle on perkasets. im shaky a little.. adn my face feels kinda numb.. whoa.. this si strange.

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ uhm somthings fishy there.. Id be raising some hell aobut that..”

ohh believe me i did and i do an his excuse was that he has to make sure he catches the bus on time an that he likes to be there a little bit b4 his shift starts sice he is a head server an hes trying really hard to get a mangament position.also he goes out for drinks after work with co workers alot he says so thats why hes out so late..i like to give him the benefit of the doubt even tho i have caught him in quite a few lies...an when i catch him lying he justs turns it around on me an gets mad at me for getting mad at him..i hate him an the only reason i feel like im with him is because im so isolated here its like iv known him for 3 years an he moved here with me so hes like my only escape from the isolation...its stupid i know..

yeah dumb men get us so isolated and i know the feeling.. thats probally one reason why im still with my husband.. is becauase othere then the few coworkes that i work with.. a whole 4 of em.i dont know anyone other then my sister and his family. im surei fi got out and met more people.. I wouldnt stay with him in a NY SEC.bc its not worth all the hassle.. i had my confidence.. and didnt feel bad for making discicions ahh.. i cant sp. im 2 trippn on perkasets.. hahah.. the screen is shaking 2 much hahah.. but oh well.. IM GONNA start going out and living my life like he aint in it.. and show him how ti feels to get taking for granted.

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ yeah dumb men get us so isolated and i know the feeling.. thats probally one reason why im still with ... [snip!] ... oh well.. IM GONNA start going out and living my life like he aint in it.. and show him how ti feels to get taking for granted.”

yeah when i talk to my guy next time im going to just tell him that im leaving arizona an that he wont ever see his child.im not going to even begin to let a guy that has ripped me apart inside soo many times even come near my baby because its not worth the pain my child will have to go thru.i know my guy would never come to mississippi anyways so i wouldn have to worry about him trying to come see the baby.the only thing that hurts is it seems like my guy wouldn even care if i walked out the door an left him for good..its like if id be giving him what he wants..

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ omg i just tried walking.. 2 the door bc it sounded liek the car pulled up.. and whoa.. its so hard to ... [snip!] ... whoa.. its so hard to even walk whle on perkasets. im shaky a little.. adn my face feels kinda numb.. whoa.. this si strange.”

if yu eat it will lessen the effects

lol i hear yah. mine says that he loves me all the t ime..then when i threaten to leave him hes allways like GOOD.. for pussy for me out tehre. but then he turns around and acts so jealous and everything . bc sales man came 2 our door.. and hes like MUST be nice to whore around and talk to toher guys.. il was like WTF.. oh yeah.. i told himto come to my house.. yup.. what idiots men are.

Quoting toxiraindancer:“ if yu eat it will lessen the effects”

it just made me sick..
im sweaty n shaky now..

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ lol i hear yah. mine says that he loves me all the t ime..then when i threaten to leave him hes allways ... [snip!] ... to whore around and talk to toher guys.. il was like WTF.. oh yeah.. i told himto come to my house.. yup.. what idiots men are.”

yeah my guy started staying out all the time an since i didn know anyone i just sat at homeand its like when they start fuckin around they act all crazy an accuse us of sneakin off an gettin fucked an stuff i mean its so stupid its like if it takes me2 minutesto get to the mailbox an i just so happen to take a few extra minutes to sort thru it then it means i was outside getting fucked by god knows who..but i was for sure gettin fucked...the mentality guys have is sooo fucking off the wall

mine thinks the same way.. and when i was preg.. id get on here.. and WHOHA.. im a whore.. im fucking chatting with all guys yahada yahda.. andim like unless guys can get pregn.. then i dnt think so. then he accused everyone onhere putting fake pictures.. so i wo uldnt get caught talking to men on here.. hes so retarded.. but he can talk to anyone he pleases etc. +.
and all that jazz.. when i found his myspace acct.. and it says hes single and looking on there.. uhmmm.. last time i knew he was married..

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ it just made me sick.. im sweaty n shaky now..”

eating or the percocet?

Quoting toxiraindancer:“ eating or the percocet?”

the percocets.

Quoting BabyMachine29-preston's m:“ mine thinks the same way.. and when i was preg.. id get on here.. and WHOHA.. im a whore.. im fucking ... [snip!] ... jazz.. when i found his myspace acct.. and it says hes single and looking on there.. uhmmm.. last time i knew he was married..”

what an ASS!