My Miscarriage :(

I always told myself I would never have one. I guess that's why they tell you not to say never. It all started on the 20th of July, I was 7wks pregnant(I think) when all of a sudden I had some bleeding and minor cramping. At first I thought nothing of it. I had gone through this before and though maybe my period had just changed. Well after waiting a day I asked myself, "Why would all 3 test come out positive???" So that night @ on the 21st of July I went to go buy one more test. It was positive.... So I told my boyfriend we needed to go to the hospital. Well we went and sure enough the Dr told me I had a 50% chance of having a miscarriage. He sent me to go check my Beta Hcg levels 2 days later. The 2 days felt like forever. The Obgyn called and told me my levels went down by 700. The night @ the E.R. my levels were 2400 and sadly they went down to 1700. I just started to cry. It has now been over a week since the E.R. and a couple of days since I have had the actual miscarriage. This is something I will have to get over but I will never forget. I don't care what anyone says, to me it wasn't just an embryo, it was my unborn child.... my Angel Baby! If this was to teach me a lesson I would say I was taught to appreciate the fact I have two live healthy children.(Not that I didn't) I no longer cry but I do think about the child that I could have had. So now I guess things really do happen for a reason, even if it means having to hurt.

I am so sorry that happened to you. It really can happen to anyone at anytime. I will keep you in my thoughts.

So did you know that you were pregnant before u started bleeding?... i had this exact situation THIS exact time last year... i was cramping and started bleeding thought i was just having my period til i sat down to pee and this blob came out and it kind of got stuck just hangin there (sounds gross im sorry) so i had to get toilet paper and take it the rest of the way out.. i put it in a baggy and went to the hospital they tested me and i came up positive.. and they did an ultrasound but didnt find anything... so they scheduled me to get my blood tested again to count my level.. and in a week it dropped 1000.. so i had lost it...it was the worst day of my life.. I feel you 100% on this and i am SO sorry for your loss! Our babies are in heaven together <3

I'm so sorry about your loss. I went through the same thing last octoer but I was about 10 weeks along. It really does get easier and time will heal your wound. I still cry almost a year later thinking about my angel. I pray that you will never experience that again. It is the most heartbreaking thing to go through and alot of perople don't understand how devastating it can be.

God Bless!