Family :venting:

ugh so right now at this point im really just ready to drop off the face of the earth... my mother the bitch from hell thinks she knows everything and how everything is going to turn out in my life.. that really annoys me to no end. yes i know she is older and knows alot more than i do but i seriuosly feel that my mother is trying sabatoge something in my life.. she says i have all this family support but thats so not true. im sorry but i dont really care anymore. I mean they accept my sisters fuck buddy before my finacee, who I AM marrying......... this is bullshit. Im even afraid to bring him around my family. Im also afraid the day/night i go into labor that someone is going to say somthing and its going to end in a big fight which will enitially tear me and my fiancee apart. I swear.

This has me so stressed right now I feel like I want to go jump off a bridge and die. ugh. I'm sick of this.. I can wait until my finacee and i have the money to get out. but something tells me she's going to have it her way and kick me out before we are financially set.

Quoting Anastacia'sMommy.:FGG:.:“ ugh so right now at this point im really just ready to drop off the face of the earth... my mother the ... [snip!] ... have the money to get out. but something tells me she's going to have it her way and kick me out before we are financially set.”

Ugh... I know how you feel.. my mom use to be like that.. she has since "grown up" I would just stay in your room or avoid her as much as possible.. save up as much and as soon as you can... chances are once you move out things should change.. plus your prego.. which makes everything worse (hormones) just keep your spirits up and think happy thoughts.. for you and your baby..

Quoting 2 Princes & a Princess:“ Ugh... I know how you feel.. my mom use to be like that.. she has since "grown up" I would just stay ... [snip!] ... prego.. which makes everything worse (hormones) just keep your spirits up and think happy thoughts.. for you and your baby..”

Well unfortunatly i cant avoid her >_< grr. It will change i mean i dont know.. everything is just ten times harder because im not working and my finacee is and we're trying to pay off doctor bills and such and this is AHH i hate this. but im trying. =)