seems to be alot of these today

Im usaly not a complainer, but the last couple of days ive have just felt down, im 13 weeks along and i know its my hormones but i just want to cry all day long. my husband has been looking at other woman that are half dressed and i just feel bad about my self when he does this, he never has before. also i lost my dad back in october and im haveing a hard time dealing with the fact that he wont be here for the birth and my kids will never know how good of a man he was. i just want to crawl under my blanket and not come out. my husband is taking me out on friday , just us, no kids, so hopefully that helps. hmm what to do? my inlaws are being asses also and dont even know im pregnant , there mean and i cant stand them, my husband wont even answer there phone calls. he is sick ofthem respecting us and not coming to our kids bday partys and other functions we hold. they missed our youngast 1st bday, and his sister is the same way. any suggestion to keep my mind in place? or how to deal with all of this stupid drama