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introduction:and somthing i had to sayy

posted 12th Jul

My names Makayla.and yes im 14.please dont judge me iv pronly heard it all befor.but i have a wonderful boyfriend .we have now beentogether almost 5mnths soon to be married in aug..i think that i maybe pregnant at this moment but i can not be sure im very confused and all these people are hating on me and telling me thingss i have herard to many times.i didnt come to this website for this i thought i would come here to get support from mothers and people my age that are pregnant or have kids.my family already hates me and they have not shown love for me since i was little.i never have gotten the love iv always wanted untill i found bryan.iv never met anyone before in my life that would go this far out of there way to make me happy.not even my family and friends.soo i dont need yalls bullcrapp.yes my parents are CRACK HEADS they abandond me when i was 6mnths old.my grandparents took me in and everything was cool but i never felt like they loved me as much as they should.i was looking for someone to love me and care about me and give me the attention i needed not for some one to hat e me like all of you are and i know that i love bryan more than anyone in the world because he treats me like a real person and he is really sweet.he NEVER asked me for sex..no not once and he is a 17 year old boy you would think the only thing that would run through his head is sports.gurls.and SEX and im sure he thought about it plenty of times.but he waited for me untill i was ready.i asked him.and i respect him alot for sticking by my side and not running awayy like most teenagers would do and soo should all of you.you all tell me to get a life well maybe i have one.maybe i dont.maybe im a fake and making this upp.maybe im not.BUT YOU DONT KNOW.YOUR NOT WATCHING OVER MY SHOULDER YOUR NOT HERE IN MY LIFE.now im telling all you people that are telling me how stupid i am making fun of me and posting mean things about to get a life.you dont have anything better than sit here and be mean to people shoot people down and make them feel bad.because thats all you doing making me feel. bad.you could be playing with your son or daughter but instead your trying to find time away from them and sit here at your computer so you dont have to deal with them.or if your pregnant then you could be shopping for baby stuff or planning a baby shower.but your not.you STILL all at yout computer..but im only on here once a week maybe tryn to find advice.but the reason im not one here 24/7 or everyday like all of you is because im accually thinking about my baby.!!doing everything thing i can to make the situation better and making plans for the future..and if my baby was here already then i would be on here ever.i would be spending time with the most important people in my life and enjoying the blessing that god gave me instead of sitting here tryn to make myself seem like a bad ass.and like i know everything about peoples life or even life at all.LET ME TELL YOU SOMTHING YOU DONT KNOW A DAMN THING ABOUT MY LIFE.OR WHAT ALL HAPPEND TO ME YOU ALL NEED TO GO SIT IN A CORNER LIKE THE CHILD YOU ARE ACTING LIKE AND TRY TO BECOME A BETTER AND NICER PERSON THAN YOU ARE RIGHT NOW..BUT I DOUT IT AS MEAN AS YOU ALL ARE YOU PROBLY CANT CHANGE.JUST STAY OFF MY PAGE.!!!!

but if you are here to chat NICLY and support me and give me advice you are very welcome thank you.!!

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