Well... I had my doc appointment today and says I'm 75% effaced and 3 cm... she tried to open me some more... that was this morning...For about 3 hours I been contracting...... and I went to take a bath and I am not sure if I pee or my water broke cause right away I stood up and there was mucus in the water.. i put a pad on just to see if anything leaks but nothing.. I dont know how it feel when it breaks because I never went on my own... I got off the tub and still contracting and my pubic area and back is killing me... am afraid to go to the hospital and they sending me home and say to me they braxton hicks... I am sitting here thinking what to do... my pain is not so strong but the one in my lower back and pubic area is... what should I do? Plus my doctor is on vacation this morning who saw me was the midwife... so I'm not sure what I should do.....................................................................................................>>>>>
I went to the store to walk around still having contractions ans mucus plug comming out but the contractions not getting stronger......I'm gonna keep on waiting see what happens....
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I went to L & D.. as I said earlier since my doc was on vacation I was gonna go to a different hospital... Well after I got my kids ready and dropped them off at my moms... I get to the hospital at 8pm... First EVERYBODY tripping with me there because I didnt go to the hospital I was supposed to go to.. so First the ALL made me feel unconfortable like I was not wanted there... so I go through emergency room and they left me waiting a good while.. they tranfer me to L & D and once I'm there the put me in triage... and hooked me up.... so after the nurse ask me who my doc is and I explained the hes on vacation etc... she started talking crap that I should go over there,.. I'm already mad... she started to monitor me.. .... then she says that I was still 4cm and 75% so... she came back at 3 am.. I had to pee so bad she didnt bother to come earlier... and checks me again and says I'm still in the same place ... states that was gonna send me home because I was not progresing.... that when she first hooked me up I was having contractions but as time went along my contractions started becoming less intense and more apart... she left to get my discharge papers.. I'm super upset right aboutthen and I un hooked myself from the machine... started getting dressed and she comes back and says.. " Dont come back until your contractions are 1 min apart and dont come here go to the hospital u supposed to go to.." my eyes got so watery...,,, I left so mad I busted out crying outside... walked like half mile to my truck since we parked in the other side of the hospital.... then my husband mad at me talking about he been hearing me talking about being in labor for the past couple of days... I explianed to him that I was in early labor as I was told and was contracting for the past 2 days ... starts arguing with me and I'm already upset with that hospital.... So we got home at 4am....... I did not sleep.. since after I left the hospital my contractions became intense again and frequent... I dont understand this.... so I went to pic th girls up at 6 at my moms and dropped them off at daycare.. I go home to argue again since he missed work today etc talking about go to the hospital NOW that hes tired of me being a cry baby... I been so upset... I just drove off and parked and stayed just crying.. still in pain.. cant walk no more... my pubic area killing me... I'm afraid on doing something crazy.... I called my doc office this morning and they were gonna call me back.... I just feel like locking my self in my room and not come out but his there... So I'm here at 4 cm 75% with contractions NOT progressing .. unconfortable,,, depresed... I wish GOD would help me.....
Here is the pic of my night at the NIGHTMARE hospital..............................
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July 15, 2008
I saw my doc today.. I will be induced tonight at 11pm.. I been spotting alot all day he says I'm still at 4 cm and 80% effaced...... I been having menstrual cramps all day at school.. just got home to get things ready for tonight... Wish me luck Girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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July 18, 2008
So I went into L & D on July 15 at 11pm to be induced... they took me intoa huge room... hooked me up and checked me .. I was 5cm dialated and 80% effaced... so there was a regular nurse and a student.... damn she puts the student to put the IV on me.. ofcourse she missed damn that hurt like hell LOL then the other one tried and pocked me twice.. my arm was hurting like cray.. they started pitocin and came to check me every while... but I was not dialating the increased the pitocin and i moved up to 6 cm.... then 90% effaced... so then I couldnt take the pain so I got the epi.. so for my luck they had to do it tiwce because the first time the epi wouldnt take.. so they had to do the whole thing again and for those that had epi know the procedure it is painful as it is.... sooo epi was ok now.... they cheked me a while later I was still at 6cm... the they decreased the pitocin.. about an hour later or so I feel like a ballon comming out from down there.. then something popped... my nurse checked me and it was my water.. she checked me and I was 8 cm...... so then she called my doc and he came to check me and the baby head was right there... I pushed once.. baby head came out.. pushed again and the body came out......sooooooooooo My baby.....
EMMA RAQUEL born at Chandler Regional
Weigh: 7 Lbs 8 oz
Lengh: 18.5
Time: 9:53am
HERE SHE IS WITH DADDY !!!
GOING HOME!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR SUPPORT AND COMMENTS... SPECIALLY DRAGONFLY FOR BEING MY TEXT BUDDY..... XOXO