My strength

I've had problems with her dad for a long time now... Now that she's born, well... read my little poem, you'll understand...

My strength

My strength was born not so long ago
She came in my life not too long ago
She made me realize so many things
She taught me to love myself
She taught me to let go of the things that brought me tears

Whatever happened to me? I'm not the same stupid little girl I once was. I've grown up now that she came into my life. I stand TALLER, as someone told me. I became a woman, a human, a total different person. I became the person I should've always been. She came into my life and made me realize how beautiful I am, when she looks at me she lets me know. She holds my face and giggles, making me understand it all. When I kiss her she smiles, she's happy to know that I love her. I am happy to know what REAL love is. She made me realize this. She made me realize so many things. She came into my life and shocked me in the heart. Life is not what I thought it was, it's something totally different now. She gave me the strength I needed. She gave me the reason to understand things. I am human, I deserve to be happy, I deserve to be loved, I deserve to grow, I deserve to be placed on an alter, I deserve to be someone's other half, I deserve so much that I don't have. I deserve to smile every day, I deserve to feel beautiful, I deserve to be beautiful, I deserve to laugh, I deserve to dream,
I deserve to live.

that is really pretty. Congrats on being a mom! 

I really respect that. I also changed a lot when I had my daughter and it made me realize so much and helped me make the decision I needed to about her father. He isn't there much and a lot of it is because I have changed so much and it has made me a better person. I have never loved someone as much as I love her.

thank you for this. It brought tears to my eyes. Me and my babies dad have been having a really hard time...but ever time my baby smiles she turns my day around. I want to leave him so bad hes just not here for me and Caylee, but I'm torn because at the same time he is such a great guy and provider.

Thats sooo cool, because my baby is not here yet and i feel like thats whats keeping me moving.