i need to vent (long)

god i dont even know where to start, im just so upset atmso i posted a few weeks back that me and my partner broke up! well about 2 weeks ago we decide to sit down and work through our crap and give it anoher shot...then he goes back up to work and we have a silly argument about crap and he tells me he is sick of us fighting and he thinks we should take a break for a few months..so i told him im not going to hang aroung and wait for him to be ready to be with me and that if it wasnt now it would be never then i asked him what he really wants and he sed he didnt know so i told him i'd give him half and hour to think about it and if he still didnt know than, then that would be it we would be done for forever..well half an hour later he still sed he didnt know so i told him fine and that this was it and we were done and if he changes his mind later it wont matter cuz we wouldnt be gettin back together and he just sed fine like it didnt matter to him!! now it's been a few days and i see him on msn every day and he dosnt even talk to me it's like the the past 4years and our soon to be 2 kids mean nothing to him...he is coming home from work this thurs and i asked him if he could help pay for the rest of the baby stuff i have on layby and he sed he didnt know cuz he has a big weekend planned he told me to ask my mum for help but i cant bcuz she has already helped out more then enough i cant afford shit on the goverment payment im gettin and he dosnt seem to give a crap.. i cant stop cryin! this baby is due in 3 weeks and i will have nothing i need.. i feel so hurt that he isnt running back to me and wanting me back. i feel like he dusnt even give a shit about me and it hurts like hell.. god i wish this wasnt happening right now so close to my due date. i feel like everything is out of control and i cant fix it...
sorry it so long i dont mnd if no1 reads it all lol i just need to get it of my chest i feel a bit better now  

I'm so sorry!!!! You are better off without an indecisive person, and if he wants to leave, I'd let the door smack him in the head as he goes!!! 

Some guys are just asses. And you don't need someone like that in your life.