re: apparently he doesnt know to stop

Quoting Rileyxo:“ It sucks when someone gets at you with a marker, i was passed out forward, on a wall.”

Haha nice. I had an alcoholic ex who was always drunk and treating me like crap so shortly before I dumped him we stripped him down at a party in front of everyone and covered him head to toe in rainbow sharpie!

Well, I just had my first psycho pregnant bitch moment n I screamed my head off at my boyfriend for being drink n high n an asshole. I packed some shit before I walked out. He came out after me.... Which prompted my scream fest and like a redneck, I took off n drove through our front lawn since I'm *still* blocked in by 6 cars. I left and came right back and screamed a whole lot more and peeled out again and wound up at my dads. Shaun decided to walk over and talk it out in his drunken stupor.

I'm back home in bed and he's passed the fuck out taking the whole thing up.

Funny thing is, I don't feel any better. What gives? Isn't this pregnant and total bitch thing supposed to go hand in hand?

He says my yelling is a wake up call and he feels out of control. I just can't believe he'll change until I see it. This is our first real fight ever. In fact, I keep thinking about how I don't think I've ever yelled at anyone like that before....

God, I feel like a complete crazy person.

Quoting AshleighBug:“ Well, I just had my first psycho pregnant bitch moment n I screamed my head off at my boyfriend for being ... [snip!] ... thinking about how I don't think I've ever yelled at anyone like that before.... God, I feel like a complete crazy person.”

My husband was a SUPER hardcore alcoholic. He had PTSD from Iraq and just drank all the time. When we got to Japan, it was a lot worse because alcohol is everywhere you go. He ended up being alcohol dependent and we had one really rough night and I kicked him out of our house for a month (right before our son was born  ) he was sober after that and when our son was 2 months old, he left for an in-patient rehab. I know how it is. Seriously, follow your heart, you know what is right and wrong. I didn't want that shit around my son and that one night was the last straw.

Quoting Brittany Nicole ♥:“ Buy him those nasal strip thingies, and stick them on his nose when he's passed out. He'll wake up and ... [snip!] ... out. He'll wake up and go to look in the mirror, and wonder where the hell the skin colored "thing" on his nose came from.  ”

lol I just put my hand over my hubby's mouth or pinch his nose and he rolls over and stops snoring..

that way if he wakes up, he will think I was just sleeping and being silly lol