I miss me....

I miss my hair, I miss my clothes, I miss smoking cigarettes with my best friend sabrina while talking crap about our shitty men! I miss doing what I wanted when I wanted without consequence to anyone. Dont get me wrong I love the fact im gonna be a mom and havea beautiful baby girl but since I have been prego I have been in clothes I would never wear, my hair is brown and I cant smoke cigarettes when Im stressin! I know I only have a little over 6 weeks but Im just tired already I guess. I feel like Im lost. All I do is get up and wait on Ricky constantly and wonder when were gonna move out of his grandmas. I never feel like going any where because I dont feel like doing my hair or make up or try to get dressed up because no one notices. All they notice is my big belly thats apparently about to pop as everyone says... Im just in a funk today.... maybe Ill do something insane to my hair like dye it and chop it all off.... I dunno

Mmmmmmmm I know the feeling. I feel like such a haggard, boring old woman.

Quoting RakeGirl:“ I miss my hair, I miss my clothes, I miss smoking cigarettes with my best friend sabrina while talking ... [snip!] ... says... Im just in a funk today.... maybe Ill do something insane to my hair like dye it and chop it all off.... I dunno”

I got into one of those moods the other day , I just needed a pick me up , So I dyed my hair and got it cut   and it helped out quite a bit   good luck with things

i havent felt like this yet, but i believe i will maybe in due time

I feel like that sometimes. I miss wearing my skinny jeans and cute little tops. I miss my belly ring and tanning. And cigarettes! And alchohol.
But I already love my baby, so it's worth it.

sounds like its time for a "me day" if you got the cash you can get a rpenatal massage. I got one the other day and it made me feel good. Hang in there!! Six weeks will fly by. I just hope I have the energy after havin the baby... I hope this isnt the beginning of the end of my life lol.

ughhhhh i cant believe you just explained EXACTLY how i feel lol

i'm there with you ladies  

Its balls yes it is ... I have felt this way since my 21st birthday where I was the sober driver for my boyfriend and his friends ...dumb.... HEY Chop of your hair or something like that.. ALWAYS makes me feel better!!!!

I felt like that last week. And I cut off all of my hair. Just knowing that I HAVE to spend at least 20 minutes a day on myself makes me feel better. Go get a chop and color. Hell get a mani and pedi too, although I'm not in to people touching my feet or hands- I'm weird. Treat yourself.

I feel the same way an have fer like the last month. I know I gotta stay good for my baby but I really do miss my old self an I know my bd does too. I'm always complaining how its not fair that he gets to smoke an I can't . I know its almost over , but I'm gunna breast feed so it'll be another couple months before I can smoke an have a damn beer !!!

I am in the exact same mood. You are not alone. You're lucky to only have 6 weeks left!

I have felt htat way for a while. I only have 3 weeks left and it is the longest three weeks ever!!

At least you only have 6 weeks left.   I have 15 and Ive felt this way for like 5 weeks already. I miss my james jeans. I miss having acigarette while driving with the windows down. I miss drinking redbull and carb free rockstars. I miss when Micah and I would go hang out at the tattoo shoppe and then hit the bar afterwords. Ughhh.
And word about the clothes. I wouldve never worn this stuff but the stuff that is in my style I cant afford. I cant spend 60 bucks on a cute tank... so i settle. And its depressing... and no one seems to get it. I never feel like I look like "me".

Micah and I were walking home with our friends last nite from fireworks and I said "I miss me. I miss being winded from smoking a marbloro instead of because my hips hurt so bad!"

no one gets it.

Quoting Bootycheer87:“ At least you only have 6 weeks left.   I have 15 and Ive felt this way for like 5 weeks already. I miss ... [snip!] ... and I said "I miss me. I miss being winded from smoking a marbloro instead of because my hips hurt so bad!" no one gets it.”

Hey, you only have 14 weeks and 2 days left!