Craving a cigarette?!*cries*

I dont know why, but today, I have had the biggest craving for a cigarette. I was in tears this morning because I wanted one so bad.....mind you, I quit two years ago! Has anyone else had a really really really delayed craving too or gotten them really bad even years after quitting? Seriously, I couldnt stop crying I wanted one so bad. Ugh....and no, I didnt get one..sigh.

Quoting nvoytek:“ I dont know why, but today, I have had the biggest craving for a cigarette. I was in tears this morning ... [snip!] ... bad even years after quitting? Seriously, I couldnt stop crying I wanted one so bad. Ugh....and no, I didnt get one..sigh.”

Yeah hubby gets like that sometimes. Its a hard addiction to break.

Quoting Jyn D'lere:“ Yeah hubby gets like that sometimes. Its a hard addiction to break.”

Its been two years since my last cig...okay, well in August it will be...and I cant believe that I'm still get cravings....ugh. Maybe the PMS is playing into it.....
My poor husband was the victim of my wrath this morning. I apologized, but dang was I wanting a cigarette.

It's been almost a year since I quit and I still have cravings that are so hard to ignore! My OB gave me the advice that you'll always have cravings, but just know that it will pass and you won't die without a cigarette. For me, I just don't want to break my record of not smoking! Well, that and I think I would start right back up with just one. Congrats on quitting for so long  !

Quoting BrittanieY:“ It's been almost a year since I quit and I still have cravings that are so hard to ignore! My OB gave ... [snip!] ... record of not smoking! Well, that and I think I would start right back up with just one. Congrats on quitting for so long  !”

thats how I feel...its like, if I smoke one cigarette, then my ongoing two years will be broken and I'll have to start over...I bought a pack of gum instead and stuck like 5 pieces in my mouth, lol. Its hard...definatly, but its so worth it.

mmm... cigarette. 

man i lit up a cig for Jackey since he was driving and couldnt free his hands....just lit it up in my mouth and inhaled once. (this was like 3 days ago)...and i was soo freaking happy lmao...i was in a good mood all day just from that one little inhale.....I havent smoked since i found out I was pregnant again.....and i love to smoke cigs......so trust me i MISS it...but im being very good!!

My honey HATED that i smoked.

When i got pregnant I'm pretty sure he did a happy dance.

Now it's the cause of so many arguments as to whether or not i'm going to start again after Eden is out. I have strict rules in my head, I know I'm not going to smoke around her EVER, but damn...

Just the smell of it is...

Mmmm...

Quoting nvoytek:“ thats how I feel...its like, if I smoke one cigarette, then my ongoing two years will be broken and ... [snip!] ... over...I bought a pack of gum instead and stuck like 5 pieces in my mouth, lol. Its hard...definatly, but its so worth it.”

I so feel your pain..! I quit after my father died of cancer but it was on off quitting then when I got prego with Caden… it was a success for 2 yrs… then I smoked on the 4th of July… well it was one or two a month again till I got prego with Lilly… then I was off again… when she was 10 months old two very good girl friends of mine came into town and they both smoked, but they didn't before when used too!! so there I was blazing again, but this time I could not stop..! I was buying a pack a week and hiding it from the kids and grouchy of my alone time to hide and smoke LOL!!! it was ridiculous… so I got prego again and was forced to end it… but this time I will be stronger no more smoking for me..! the worst was hiding it from the kids… then telling them smoking was bad and to come into the house smelling like stinky smoke… my 5 yr son old telling me I smell like car breath..! yuck!!! NEVER again!! I promise this time I will be stronger!!