Just wondering

Its not so much dying that scares me, its what is going to happen with Isaac and the kids when im gone...

I fear what I will leave behind. I love being here!

Quoting Monica♥sMcKenzie:“ Just wondering”

I do just becuase I fear not being able to do all the things I want and see all the places I want to see. I also fear not ever having children, or when I do, not seeing them hit their milestones. sO its not the actual death I fear, its what i would miss.

I fear not having my loved ones. I am scared of the unknown.

I feel the same way. I am not scared of death itself. I don't want to leave my son and the rest of my family.

hmmm im the only one thats scared about where i'm going afterwards?  

eh, i guess its more fear of the unknown.

I am scared of dying young.... I want to live long enough to instill good morals and values in my children and to leave behind something more than debt. If I make it to 50 I'll feel like I've lived a good life.

I fear losing my Mom more than anything. Before McKenzie I would've rather died before my Mom.

I don't fear death myself - I just fear leaving my children behind and what would become of them.. I mean, I love my hubby don't get me wrong but the man can hardly slap together a PB&J! Them kids would starve! hehe *sad sigh*

Quoting Dev22:“ I do just becuase I fear not being able to do all the things I want and see all the places I want to ... [snip!] ... having children, or when I do, not seeing them hit their milestones. sO its not the actual death I fear, its what i would miss.”

same here..i honestly do not think it is fair. i wasn't asked to be born and nobody is going to ask me when i want to die...being born and death are the only two things i do not have control over and it kills me....i think death is the only true thing i fear...i do not want to go and do not think it is fair that i will have to....FUCK DEATH!

I am at peace with it. I believe that if I day, it will be my time and if I leave my children behind I believe that God will help my husband care for them... and thta we will be reunited in Heaven. I also just feel that I won't die young, that there are things I am still learning about that are in Gods plan for my life.

I've faced it a couple of times in my life.

I'm no longer scared of it. I don't want to leave my son or my partner, but death doesn't scare me.

Yes ... I just want to know whats going to happen to my babies

Dying young is another fear of mine. I don't want to die when I still have so much to accomplish. It really hits me everytime someone I know who is my age dies. They probably didn't wake up that morning thinking it was going to be their last.

Chicki-chicki you are right we didn't have a say in being born but I have enjoyed life to the fullest. I am glad I have been able to experience what I have and if death comes knocking I will be scared but I will also be grateful for what I have done.