Quoting Mommy2Dmitri:“ My FEAR is MY BABIES ever leaving this earth before I do!!!!!!!”

Yes. I think the people who are left behind hurt more than those who move on. My mother dealt with the loss of my brother and that was the hardest thing ever.

Quoting Monica♥sMcKenzie:“ Yes. I think the people who are left behind hurt more than those who move on. My mother dealt with the loss of my brother and that was the hardest thing ever.”

Your Mother has my utmost RESPECT and ADMIRATION!!!!...there are times i just think about if something happens to my son and I burst into tears...Like full on Hysteria as if it really happened....I am terrified of how will I make it out of that without trying to kill myself in the process

She told me there were days she didn't want to get out of bed. All she wanted to do was sleep but she had to keep going for me and my siblings. I know the anniversary of his death is hard on her but now she looks at it as being grateful she had him for the five years he did. He was special need so I think he taught all of us a lesson while he was here.

Quoting Monica♥sMcKenzie:“ She told me there were days she didn't want to get out of bed. All she wanted to do was sleep but she ... [snip!] ... grateful she had him for the five years he did. He was special need so I think he taught all of us a lesson while he was here.”

WOW...my brother is special needs...He is 19 and is probably on the same level as my 4 year old son.....I feel the same way about him as my son....He is another I couldnt imagine going beforeI do...I use to treat him like my son when he was younger....he was my baby...even though itis only like a 7 year difference...my whole family would be hysterical....WheneverI see special needs kids and adults my heart breaks because i know what there life is like...not in the sense of ever walking in there shoes...but everyone is like my brother in my eyes...it tears me up how they struggle and succeed at the same time...I ABSOLUTELY ADORE them

Not at all.

I don't think anyone WANTS to die early. But it's not something that I fear. I don't want to live my life consumed with the fear of dying, what kind of a life is that? I hope to live my life to the fullest, die old, and look forward to finally figuring out what happens after death lol.

Im a personal believer in putting what you want to happen out into the universe. If I'm constantly afraid of an accident happening I feel like I will essentially create on in my life. (NOT in any way saying that anyone asks for anything bad to happen to them). Just a personal belief though.

I don't necessarily want to die.
But I don't exactly fear it, either.

I'd say I'm more scared of what would happen to the people around me once I go.