Year In August 23rd

Well I havent been on this site in almost a year since I lost my son because it was way too painful, I used to check my ticker every single day!! August 22nd 2007 I went into my ulstrasound to find out the sex of my baby, I was 27 weeks exactly. When they did the ultrasound they couldnt find a heartbeat and I was told that the baby had passed away. On august 23rd I was induced and after 12 hrs of labor I gave birth to my son. I chose not to see him because I was too heart broken, my mom and doctor said that he had a cleft palat but did not know what caused his death. After all the tests were run on my son they still couldnt tell me anything, except that he had chromosonal abnormalities, I had tests done on myself and my boyfriend and the doctor said that it wasnt either of our faults. The only thing he could find is that in one of my genes it doesnt produce the normal amount of folic acid, he said that probably didnt cause it, but thats all he could tell me. And when i go to try again he will need to put my on a really large dose of folic acid before I get pregnant and while I am also. On February 23rd I got my sons footprints tattooed on the inside of my ankle. Its been really hard coming to terms with this but its been better as the time passes. I am scared to start trying again, my boyfriend and I have agreed that once the hospital bills are paid off and I am mentally and emotionally ready we can try again. I want another baby so bad but I am scared to death about losing another, and this happening again. Or ruining my next pregnancy by being scared and worried all the time. has anyone had a baby with chromosonal dificiencys and able to have a healthy baby???

oh wow hun I just want to say I'm so sorry for the loss of your little boy.