re: i miss you.

I cant believe its going to be a year that you have been gone soon. I hope you know I am so sorry for how we left things. I wish all the time we were talking when you died. I feel like I havnt really been able to grieve for you. I think about your kids and hope they are doing ok.
It makes me feel better that my mom is with you. You needed her...after all..you were the daughter she never had  

It's been over a year since i lost my oldest brother,and my grandmother within a few months apart while i was pregnant in 2011. God i wish they could have met my son.  

Your daughter is over 2 months old now...2 months of life that you'll never get to see. 2 months of this tiny little person that you'll never get to know...you wanted to know her so badly. I know, and I know you left ways for her to know you. But I wish for one more minute, just one. One minute where you could see her, see this little piece of us...

I know you're probably sitting up there, watching us both and shaking your head, telling me to pick myself back up like I did when you were here. You should've been here longer. You should've been there two months ago...we should've fought over what to name her. I wish she could've known you.

For every day, I miss you. For every hour, I need you. For every minute, I feel you. For every second, I want you. Forever, I love you.

Quoting Colton's Butterfly:" Your daughter is over 2 months old now...2 months of life that you'll never get to see. 2 months of this ... [snip!] ... day, I miss you. For every hour, I need you. For every minute, I feel you. For every second, I want you. Forever, I love you."

 

I really am in tears after reading them. I really miss him a lot today

Quoting Colton's Butterfly:" Your daughter is over 2 months old now...2 months of life that you'll never get to see. 2 months of this ... [snip!] ... day, I miss you. For every hour, I need you. For every minute, I feel you. For every second, I want you. Forever, I love you."

I am so so sorry for your loss *hugs*

A year Crystal. Its been a year since I got that phone call from Grandma telling me you were in the hospital. A year since I knew I would never talk to you again. My heart hurts knowing what we said the last time we did talk. I love you and I didnt mean any of it. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could have you back. I hope your kids have the strength to get through today.
Mom take care of Crystal. I miss you both so much, but I know you guys are together. Laugh on the beach together. Dont give Grandpa too much grief. I miss you all <3

Has it been a year already Daddy? I still miss you like it was just yesterday. My heart is hurting so badly today and I want to just lay in bed all day and cry but I can't. I have to be there for Monster and make sure all her needs are met and that she is happy. I don't want my own suffering to stress her out so I'll wait until bed then cry my heart out  

It's been almost 7 months since you decided to remove yourself from this world. I have to say, not a day goes by that I'm not thinking of you in some way, shape, or form. I miss you terribly, and so does your wife and daughter, not to mention the rest of your friends and family.

I still can't believe you are gone. I miss you.

I survived your birthday. That has to mean something, right?

Your little girl is almost three months old. I see you in her everyday...whether it's in the way she scrunches her nose, or in the way she never puts up with me putting a hat on her. Thanks for her, babe. She's the reason I'm still here, and not up there with you.

I can't wait to be in your arms again. I'm still yours, forever and always.

Nights like these are the worst. I still don't want to believe it. I still pick up the phone to text you good morning. Everything is still so fresh, it's been 2 weeks and almost 3 days. I wish I could be in your arms again. Our time together was so short. But that didn't matter to me. You were able to make me happy and accept me. I know I did the same for you. So many plans were being made. So much love was growing. What ifs are killing me, and I know I shouldn't dwell o those, it won't bring you back. It won't make everything better. You were 2.3 miles from the house. Coming to pick me up. It's just so hard because I know next friday is your birthday. you would have been 23. Then 4 days after your birthday is a month since the car lost control and you proppeled into the tree. It hurts. I miss you and love you so much.You will always be with me (you're close to my heart in the tattoo ink) I just wish you were here physically. I miss you baby.

Hi Dad. You have a grandson now, and I wish you were here so I could see the pride in your eyes. I love you.

Going back to your house tomorrow. I'm glad I'm able to do that and your dad (or your mom) doesn't mind. Speaking of which your moms moving back in. I don't know the real reason, but she is. Your dad said that I'm welcome whenever I want, and that Nancy would probably like the company. Last time I was there we went through your baby pictures. You looked exactly like your dad. They miss you too. I know they do. Your dad and beth got a tattoo for you though. and I have the one for you. Your birthday is Friday. 23 you would have been. I miss you terribly baby. I love you

Quoting ^.^ Chippermunkk:" Going back to your house tomorrow. I'm glad I'm able to do that and your dad (or your mom) doesn't mind. ... [snip!] ... you though. and I have the one for you. Your birthday is Friday. 23 you would have been. I miss you terribly baby. I love you"

I'm here. it's been good. I've remembered memories that seemed to slip further in the back of my head. I wish they would stay tothe front. This time 3 weeks ago you were talking about taking the drive. asked me if i would be up. wanted me to go with you. asked if i would be coming back here. I just wish I wasn't so adimant about going to breakfast with my grandpa, you would have gotten me earlier in the day and it wouldn't be like this now. 3 1/2 hours or so before you crashed. I miss you so much baby.

A month (and a day) it's already been. It still feels like just yesterday. Theres times that I have "good" times other times I still break down. Your birthday was friday. Me and your dad went to Savannah. I wish you were there celebrating st. patricks day with us. It felt like I was "intruding" without you there. I love you still the same baby. One day I'll be i your arms again.