re: i miss you.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Colton's Butterfly:</b>" Colt, today it was NFL Sunday...Your Patriots cleaned the Rams clocks, and my Cowboys lost. It was your ... [snip!] ... I'll do it for us. For what we had and for everything we ever dreamed of, and for everything we never got to do. I miss you."</blockquote>



*hugs* your profile made me cry   I am so sorry.

To my SIL,

Today you would of turned 30. Happy birthday! I know we didnt have the best past, but I'm glad we got closer. I miss you a lot and it's just finally hitting me now. Don't worry about J, he's well taken care of, loved and will never forget his mommy!

Please give my niece or nephew that left with you a kiss from me and uncle. I always wonder if it was a boy or girl. I hold you and little one deep in my heart. Our first IVF cycle will be December/January- maybe its coincidence or maybe its fate that our transfer date may fall on the day you would of given birth ....maybe it's a sign from above that you are helping us a little. We love you!!

As your birthday gets closer my heartaches a little more then usual. I miss you Justice, so much angel.

i miss my daddy
he passes away feb 19 2009 at 8:31 pm from lung cancer
i was a major daddys girl i see my daddy in my son every day i just sit there in awe how much riley acts like my dad by the little things he does


my angel babys i know i never got to hold you in my arms or hear you cry but i think about you everyday all 3 of you

ssorry for everyone who has lost someone

today with all that was going on i just kept thinking about my angel babies and i just cried and cried and then i thought my dad is up there in heaven playing with my babies and then i cried some more
i went shopping today and i seen a toy skunk and i thought about getting it for my dad and then it was like i forgot he wasn't wit us anymore it is just so hard

Quoting Taste the Rainbow:" today with all that was going on i just kept thinking about my angel babies and i just cried and cried ... [snip!] ... a toy skunk and i thought about getting it for my dad and then it was like i forgot he wasn't wit us anymore it is just so hard"

*hugs*

Quoting Taryn - Anya's mommy:" *hugs*"

thank you hun some days are harder then others but i see my dad in riley all the time and i just think about what a wonderful man my son isn't going to have in his life

Quoting Taste the Rainbow:" thank you hun some days are harder then others but i see my dad in riley all the time and i just think about what a wonderful man my son isn't going to have in his life"

The one thing I am thankful for is I was never close with my dad up until very recently, and now we are closer than ever, and I know I will be lost when my parents go, so I can only imagine how you feel, but I am so sorry love

Quoting Taryn - Anya's mommy:" The one thing I am thankful for is I was never close with my dad up until very recently, and now we are ... [snip!] ... are closer than ever, and I know I will be lost when my parents go, so I can only imagine how you feel, but I am so sorry love"

yeah i was very close with my father my mother and i never got along to this day we still don't get along very good and thank you hun

I'm usually pretty good with keeping a handle on my emotions but today I can't stop crying. Sunday makes ten months since my dad died and to add insult to injury I would have been due on the 26th.
I'm not sure how much more hurt I can handle in this lifetime  

I miss my Gradmother who passed away in April of 2009. She was my heart and everyday without her I am little more lost.

I miss my Skyyla. Tomorrow she would be blowing out 12 candles. Deep sighs fill my lungs, a weight bearing down my chest, has it really been that long?
Today is rainy. As I watch out my window I can feel the rain pouring through my heart. But I am reminded that after the rain, there are always rainbows, 3 beautiful rainbows meant for me. They do not help me miss her any less, but they help me smile through my tears as I am not alone in the darkness of the rain anymore.

Happy birthday my dear Skyy. For when the clouds blanket the sky I will wait for you, for when it rains I will think of you, and for when the sun shines, I will miss you again and again. I love you.

I miss my brother a lot.Every day i think of him.When i heard that news i was shock for one month and slowly i recovered !The pain is very hard and so miserable situation it is!!

Well, Momma... it's that time of year again.

You've been gone almost 4 years. Man, I miss you. I miss you so much. The pain is still as great as the day you left me. I'd give anything for you to be here still. I'm sure you can see your precious little grand child... she still asks about you, sometimes. She was young though when you passed, but goodness you'd love her. She looks just like you did as a child from what I've been told.

A few days after the day that you passed is your birthday. You would be 59 this year....

I love you Momma.... and think about you all the time. <3