re: i miss you.

Beautiful words, thanks for them!

You aren't even gone yet, but I know its only a matter of time, and I can't be there with you, but I will never forget you, you have always been such an important part of my life, all my life, and I will miss you everyday for the rest of my life. Kiss Grandma and Grandpa for me when you see them, and tell them all about my girls and how much they would have loved them. Please tell my baby girl who is up there with them, that I miss her and I love her, and take care of her til I can be with her again.

Quoting Tara - Anya's mommy:" You aren't even gone yet, but I know its only a matter of time, and I can't be there with you, but I ... [snip!] ... tell my baby girl who is up there with them, that I miss her and I love her, and take care of her til I can be with her again."

 

I miss you so much tonight mom.  

I'd give anything to hear your voice again.

Quoting Meg ♥:" I miss you so much tonight mom.   I'd give anything to hear your voice again. "

  Im sorry. How long has it been?
My moms been gone just over 5 years and I could really use her right now.

Quoting Patti.:"   Im sorry. How long has it been? My moms been gone just over 5 years and I could really use her right now. "

4 years this coming February.

  I miss her so much. I sometimes can't deal with the pain and feel like I'll never be okay...

I'm sorry for your loss.

Quoting Meg ♥:" 4 years this coming February.   I miss her so much. I sometimes can't deal with the pain and feel like I'll never be okay... I'm sorry for your loss."

I know the feeling.  

Quoting Patti.:" I know the feeling.  "

I just read your thread about your mom. I'm so sorry....

The tears are streaming down my face. Can I ask how old your mom was? She looked really young.  

Quoting Meg ♥:" I just read your thread about your mom. I'm so sorry.... The tears are streaming down my face. Can I ask how old your mom was? She looked really young.  "

She was 43. She would have been 49 this year. Sept 29. Next year we are having a celebration for her 50th birthday. My grandma had parties for my aunts and uncle so we decided to still have a party for her. Its hard. Shes missed a lot of things in my life that it just wasnt the same for. My wedding, and my daughter are the biggest things.

Quoting Patti.:" She was 43. She would have been 49 this year. Sept 29. Next year we are having a celebration for her ... [snip!] ... Shes missed a lot of things in my life that it just wasnt the same for. My wedding, and my daughter are the biggest things. "

Aw, that is terrible.

My mom was 54 yrs old when she passed. She died unexpectedly from a heart attack.

Quoting Meg ♥:" Aw, that is terrible. My mom was 54 yrs old when she passed. She died unexpectedly from a heart attack. "

The unexpected ones are the worst. As hard as it was to watch my mom die, I got to hold her hand and be with her. My BIL was killed in a car accident 2 years ago. That unexpected loss like that is more painful. Losing Kevin changed all of us.

What day in February?

Quoting Patti.:" The unexpected ones are the worst. As hard as it was to watch my mom die, I got to hold her hand and ... [snip!] ... accident 2 years ago. That unexpected loss like that is more painful. Losing Kevin changed all of us. What day in February? "

Feb 27

Gah I'm struggling right now with my cousins death because it will be around her 1 yr death anniversary when my baby is due and around what would have been her 20th bday. I am so afraid of having this baby in one of those dates.   its almost ruining my preg over the fear and guilt. I am due feb 25 and her bday was feb 5 and she died the first week f march it was kind of a slow bad 5 days from mar 1-5 so idk what they consider her death date but it's still a week of horrific memories.

Colt, today it was NFL Sunday...Your Patriots cleaned the Rams clocks, and my Cowboys lost. It was your kind of day for football. You would've loved every moment of it, Colton. I miss you so much. Somedays I find myself wondering how I've even survived this long without you. I don't know what else to say, babe. I miss you, so much. It's so unfair that you're not going to be here to see Hailey grow up, to be her Daddy. I have no idea how I'm going to do this without you, but I promise, I'll do it for us. For what we had and for everything we ever dreamed of, and for everything we never got to do. I miss you.

I'm feeling alone right now and I know if you were here you would be there for me. I miss you so much.