re: i miss you.

I am counting down the days until I can let balloons loose.....Hope you catch one and play with it.  

I miss you Mom. It's been 5 days since you passed away and I don't know if I'm ever going to feel better. I just want to talk to you and lay on the floor where I found you. I know that's crazy but I just want to be close to you. I don't know what I'm going to do without you. I think it's going to be a long time before I can celebrate Mothers Day again, if ever.

it's been 2 years.....feels like 2 days. I miss you.....so so much.

I miss my fiance who passed away 4 months ago. I miss him every second of every day.He was the most wonderful, amazing, kindest, sweetest, adorable man you would ever meet. Every time I turn a corner, open a door, hear my phone ring, I still wish, hope, pray that it's him on the other side, that he'll come back some how and be here with me to give me a hug and share this experience of having our baby and watching him/her grow. I'm a torn and broken person these days. So lost without my soulmate, my partner in crime, my bestfriend, my love.  

Quoting Texas Gal:“ I miss my husband Matt. He was killed on November 15 2007. It breaks my heart that he will never get to see or hold our daughter and watch her grow and do all the daddy things with her.”

I completely understand. I'm in the same boat. It kills me every day as I'm reminded that my fiance will never get to hold his son/daugther either or be the wonderful daddy we knew he would have been. Life can be so cruel and unfair.  

This song always reminds me of you Mitch...i miss you so much and I wish you could still be here...its not fair. You had so much to give...3 years ago you left and you left a big footprint on my heart that will never be erased. Your amazing my sweetheart...I miss you. Love you.


One More Day by Diamond Rio

Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
Then I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love you's
That's what I'd do, with one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

Leave me wishing still, for one more day
Leave me wishing still, for one more day

Quoting ChelseyD:“ This song always reminds me of you Mitch...i miss you so much and I wish you could still be here...its ... [snip!] ... wishing still, for one more day with you Leave me wishing still, for one more day Leave me wishing still, for one more day”

I love that song, it always makes me cry.

I miss my Great Grandmother Anna. I had her until I was 22, something most people never have. She always teased me about when I was going to make her a Great-Great Grandmother. She would be so proud of my little girl.
Sometimes I swear I can still feel the love in her arms when she would hug me close, I know she is smiling down at me still.

I miss my Terry. She was the best step mom a girl could ever have. She died earlier this year, completely unexpected from a blood infection. A few months later, I found out, I was pregnant with our first child...if all goes well...this will be the first grandbaby born since her passing...and it is due, around the same time. I wish she was hear, to advice me, and share this with me...I still cry a lot, from missing her.
I also miss my grandmother, Marica, she and I grew really close, the last year of her life, when she was living in the same town I was. I bet she would be thrilled to have a new great grand-baby. She passed away, Nov. of last year.

Missing you Mitch......its seven days till my birthday I remember the birthdays we spent together of yours and mine. I miss you. I love you. *hugs*

I miss you a lot today buddy. Everyone's been posting new picture of their kids on facebook lately and it makes me think of you. You would have had soooo many little friends to play with. Evan is huge! You guys were gonna be bff's like his mom and I. We were both so excited. Kaylee is getting so pretty Ryan. Watch over them okay? Love you my little monkey.

I miss my best friend who passed away in a car accident december 30th,2005. She was killed by her bf who was home on leave from the marines. The other driver was also killed. Not a day goes by that I dont wish i could talk to you again. I know you're a beautiful angel, but i still miss you down here. I hate your boyfriend for what he did to you. I can never forgive him. I wish I knew what really happened that way i can move on but, still, nobody has told me what really happened. Some people say he was drunk, some say you two were arguing, some say that he slid... Either way. Why were YOU the one to die.. there were two other people in the car. but it had to be you.. I guess he needed you more up there.. I dunno but i sure need you down here..

I miss my Nana more than anything, she was my mother's grandmother, and if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be here today....She took us in when my father left me and my mom and we had no place else to go....She was more of a grandma to me than my mother's mom.....She lived to be 93 years old, and was the funniest most giving and caring person you could ever meet, and I love her and miss her so much....
Evelyn Smith

i miss my nan and pops. i practically grew up at their house. they had me every weekend and i was usually there on the week days.. until nan died when i was 11. i tried so hard to visit pops as much as i could but i just couldnt. everything reminded me of her. as i got older the visits got less and less. then in april of 08 i moved to tennessee with my fiance. that was pops' last year. he died feb 09. almost a whole 10 years since nan. if i knew that he was going to die so soon i wouldnt have left. i didnt get to visit that whole year and i hardly called. it was so hard for me to talk to him. i should have put him and his feelings first.i regret not spending time with him, i regret not calling, i regret somuch. i couldnt even go to his funeral becaue i was almost 8 months pregnant.

I'm missing my great grandmother who passed away from cancer a few years ago.

And my friend who was murdered.

I miss and love you guys.

I miss my fiance, and sons father...... passed a little over a month ago and took a part of me with him...

"don't wait for tomorrow, because you'll never get today back"
I LOVE YOU.