so so aggravated. [vent]

Okay so were do I start...my big boss dosent work at the restraunt naymore so I took his hours which are like 9am-8pm/9pm shifts. SO its sucks as, & I havent really been in touch with my friend. Well she saw me the other day and Im really big Im 4'9 with a huge belly...thats not the issue though. Well I told her yeah and I told her I lied about the pregnancy [loosing the baby] as in my other topic. I knew she would be so mad I completely understand that I didnt AT least tell her the truth well I didnt really say anything to anyone...and she like oh I dont associate with liars. Ive been friends with this girl for about 6years of my life? & she has lied to me inside out. Mind you I have took up for her and stood by her side threw everything even when she was soooo wrong for what she use to do I use to have her back...for her to say that was just in shock. And shes not a young female shes 20years of age...and it like broke my heart...like I reealized that im a convience to her. She only calls when she want or needs somethin
[ex:. last night 4am. We had a best friend los, she dated him. And I cant even get to chill with him or hang out anymore BECAUSE she dated him and she gets mad whenever we hangs out and I never even tryed she gets mad at even hearing hell pick me up first then come get u. like wtff? but yet she goes to thee beach/ AND CLUB and ppls cribs with my dude and expects me to stay shut? well she called and her and los got into it 4AM i have work at 8 to come over drunk as hell so i can make her feel better and to talk yet AFTER I have not spoken to her in like3-5weeks?] and since I cant get fucked up anymore she dosent even ask to hang out...not for like odee long but I work alot 5mins phone calls do help...so I told her about that to and she flips for what?? Like it pisses me the fuck off. so Im ljust like fine whatever and then she goes and gets mad because I say damn if your going to throw this friendship away for that and all this s*** then we werent really friends...& I dont know what to say but okay and ill see u round. So she grew a dick and some balls magically and startedyelling!!!
uughhh

& im so tired 11hr shift today =[

Well honey that sucks that she is being like that. Since I have been pregnant the one thing people have been telling me is that you will lose some friends and you will lose even more when the baby gets here. I am not sure if this is entirely true since this is my first pregnancy, but I have lost quite a few friends sinceI got pregnant. I'm sure there is going to be more to lose along the way as well. I don't know the whole story but it doesn't sound like that girl was a true friend or else she would have stuck by you through thinck or thin. Ya know what I mean?