re: I found a baby

Quoting //(*¿*)\\Mamas•happy*32wk:“ Oh honey I can only imagine you pain..! God has a plain for all of us we just have to have faith that ... [snip!] ... given what pain your heart can handle and in that strength is were miracles happen!! Never give up hope that it is ment to be!”

It's really hard not to give up hope. I have been with my husband 5 1/2 years and haven't really been on BC during that time. Being 37 and having weird cycles now really freaks me out. I know that God put this desire in my heart to have babies. I can't wait to hear someone call me mama. I have never had that and to think I won't ever hear that kills part of me inside. I love my nieces and nephews but it's just not the same. I was in a restaurant the other day with a friend and saw a baby about 4 months or so......and I started to tear up thinking I might never get to experience that. I am trying to make myself not want to be a mom anymore but it isn't working very well. I just hurt sooooo much thinking it's not to be.

sorry that was toooo heavy wasn't it.

Quoting BG mama Loopy:“ sorry that was toooo heavy wasn't it.”

No not at all ..!you what to be a mama and that is heavy!! just remember that there are kids out there that just want someone to call mama too… and that call to motherhood God gave you may just be bigger then you! Everyone deserves a family including you… don't sell yourself short, there are way of becoming a mama without having to get pregnant, and you already know that!!! I’m going to PT you so we can talk more and keep in touch… for now I have to go to bed!! It was very nice to met you I would love to pick this up later!! Tracy

Quoting //(*¿*)\\Mamas•happy*32wk:“ No not at all ..!you what to be a mama and that is heavy!! just remember that there are kids out there ... [snip!] ... more and keep in touch… for now I have to go to bed!! It was very nice to met you I would love to pick this up later!! Tracy”

thanks for listening. Sweet dreams and good night.