life is so short..

..and it seems like it's been forever since I've been able to write with both hands..lol..well friday i went to my ob for my 6wk check up..he prescribed me some zoloft...he's pretty sure I've developed a mild case of ppd..I've been taking it for a week and I've actually noticed a difference...Also, I went to my pulmnologist yesterday and found out that I have to wear my oxygen 24/7 while i'm at home..my oxygen level was 88(normal is 100)(my normal is anything between 87-93)..she didn't like the low number she says the long my heart has to work to oxygenate the rest of my body..pretty much I could end up in a cardiac arrest if i don't do something now..not wearing oxygen will drastically shorten my life span...it sucks but I want to live to see my granbabies..I don't want to die yet..it's really the only thing I fear..THE UNKNOWN aka death..my doctor thinks i'm starting to get an infection in my lungs so she's started me on an antibiotic..lets just say being pregnant and giving birth really fucked me up...maybe i should have listened to the doctors..no,no..i'm glad i didn't listen...if i would have I wouldn't have scott...I'd much rather have a short time with him, then to have never met him at all...He's my world..and so is his daddy..Please keep us in your prayers and thoughts...love robyn

you will definatly be in my thoughts and prayers!!!

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers hun!  

Your in my prayers too hun.

i will pray for you! please keep us updated

ur families in my prayers

Quoting Scott's mommy:“ ..and it seems like it's been forever since I've been able to write with both hands..lol..well friday ... [snip!] ... to have never met him at all...He's my world..and so is his daddy..Please keep us in your prayers and thoughts...love robyn”

thats terrible.keep in mind that you will not see the full effects of zoloft for three weeks or so, so dont get discouraged with it. We will pray for you  Good luck.

thank you ladies we really appreciate all the prayers it's an ongoing process...i can't be healed from this it's whether my heart and lungs are going to keep at it for 10 yrs or 50 we really don't know..i hope it's 50 lol...