A few night ago

I started feeling upset about Engel. (the child I lost) And thinking now, I really dont understand HIM. Why does he let our children die while people who dont deserve the have life continue to live among us? Why does he take innocent people like my friend? It wasnt his fault the driver decided to speed. I just dont understand why the innocent die everyday yet murderers and rapist live on.
Im sorry about this little vent just had to get it out.

  I'm sorry honey..
He work s in mysterious ways
There was a special reason why he was chosen to be an angel..

but I can understand what you are saying.. It isn't fair those cruel people get to live.. But they will get what they deserve in the end..

I'm sorry I just read your about me!
I'm so sorry for your loss!
Just know that little Engel is watching over you and your family=)

Quoting [Kaylee's Mommy*Marissa*]:“ I'm guessing "Engel" is God? I agree with you. They say "There's a reason for everything"..but what's the reason for all of the horrible things that happen?? Crazy..”

No Engel is the child I lost.

Quoting Mommy loves both of you:“ No Engel is the child I lost.”

Sorry I didn't read your about me.
I changed my post though=)
I feel dumb now 

Quoting [Kaylee's Mommy*Marissa*]:“ Sorry I didn't read your about me. I changed my post though=) I feel dumb now ”

Dont feel stupid...I worded it in a bad way thats why I edited my original post. I just dont understand sometime you know? A lot of people say things happen for a reason...I would like someone to explain the reasoning for all the bs in my life. Been through so much, I know not as bad as others but I had been through alot. And to top it all off I lost one of my children. Its hard, my friend is going to come visit me and her due date is to the exact day as Engels.

Quoting Mommy loves both of you:“ Dont feel stupid...I worded it in a bad way thats why I edited my original post. I just dont understand ... [snip!] ... off I lost one of my children. Its hard, my friend is going to come visit me and her due date is to the exact day as Engels.”

I don't either=(
I'm really not sure what to say,but I'm sorry for your loss and just know he's watching over your family and I'll keep you all in my prayers.
If you ever need someone to talk to I'm a great listener.
Not so good at advise but sometimes someone just needs to vent and not need advise heh.

Quoting [Kaylee's Mommy*Marissa*]:“ I don't either=( I'm really not sure what to say,but I'm sorry for your loss and just know he's watching ... [snip!] ... to talk to I'm a great listener. Not so good at advise but sometimes someone just needs to vent and not need advise heh.”

Thanks...I just really needed to get it out so thanks for putting up with me : )

Quoting Mommy loves both of you:“ Thanks...I just really needed to get it out so thanks for putting up with me : )”

Anytime!
I'm going to go to bed now though.
I should have been there a longg time ago,but this site is so addicting lol.
Goodnight=)

I think of it as he takes them to make heaven more beautiful...

Why would he take my innocent little girl.. she has done nothing wrong.. my answer was because she was gorgeous, and he wanted her to be an angel..