So I know this is mainly a m/c forum, but I have been devastated by the loss of a kitten I was fostering. Two days ago, I dropped off a stray at the humane society who had been terrorizing my cats and spraying in my house. When I got there I noticed a little pink box on the doorstep. In it were 3 TINY, TINY kittens. They didn't have their eyes open yet, and two of them still had dried up umbilical cords. I told the workers about them so they took the kittens inside. While I was filling out my paperwork, I asked what would happen to them. First of all, the girl working at the desk didn't seem to give a shit. She had a "happens all the time" attitude. She said they would try to find a foster home for them, and if not they would put them to sleep because they don't have the resources to feed them every two hours. Of course I couldn't let them do that. I volunteered to take them. I fed them every two hours on Thursday, including nighttime. The smallest one was weak from the get go. They weren't sure how long the kittens had been sitting on the porch and it had been cold at night. On Thursday night the little one didn't eat so well, and by yesterday late morning it didn't want to eat at all. It's little tongue was hanging out and it barely could breathe, so I called my vet. He let me come in even though they were on lunch. I bundled up the kitten against my breasts with a soft fleece blanket. When I got to the vets (5 min away), I handed it over. The kitten was quite limp by then. Right away the vet was like, "There's no heartbeat". Apparently the kitten had died on the way while snuggled against my chest. I started bawling and didn't really stop yesterday. My fiance didn't understand why I was so upset, saying "you just got them yesterday, I could understand if it was one of the older cats". We ended up fighting about that. So I buried it alone in my backyard..the poor thing was even too tiny to tell what gender it was...so I generically named it Oreo. What saddens me is 1)some piece of shit is responsible for abandoning the kittens and will not be held accountable for it and 2) the poor baby never got a chance to live because of whoever is responsible for this, and 3) I loved that kitten from the moment I held it and nursed it, and no one else in this world cared one ounce for it.
I know it's just a kitty, but if anyone would like to throw in an extra prayer tonight it couldn't hurt. Here are the only pictures I have of Oreo:


RIP little one. Your foster mommy loves you.