Due date..

My due date for my angel baby is Friday, and for some reason I didn't think it would affect me like it is... Afte my loss I guess I didn't really grieve and just kind of moved on.

Ive noticed that I've been having a lot of what if thoughts, and had I not lost him/her what would I be doing now type of things.... We are expecting again, and I'm definitely excited about little man, but this still hurts.  

I've been in one of those bake my emotions away moods this week and have made a confetti cake, pineapple upside down cake and no bake cheesecakes. :-/ I've got to stop that! I have my glucose test Friday, lol.

Quoting [♥]Mrs. Morgan:" My due date for my angel baby is Friday, and for some reason I didn't think it would affect me like it ... [snip!] ... cake, pineapple upside down cake and no bake cheesecakes. :-/ I've got to stop that! I have my glucose test Friday, lol."

I know how you feel; I'm feeling about the same way. If I hadn't lost my baby; I'd be probably on my way to the hospital now to have him or her. -hugs- On a lighter note; hey, save me some confetti cake!!   (hope that made you smile some heh)

Please feel free to ship me some cake.



And sorry for your loss.

I think you move on but your always gonna have that what ifs. Had one last week also when I got a magazine in the mail congratulating me on being 6 months and it hit me hard and I thought I was over it enough for things not to get to me but guess will always have the what ifs.

<blockquote><b>Quoting *~AngelEyes~*:</b>" I know how you feel; I'm feeling about the same way. If I hadn't lost my baby; I'd be probably on my ... [snip!] ... now to have him or her. -hugs- On a lighter note; hey, save me some confetti cake!!   (hope that made you smile some heh)"</blockquote>



Thank you.   you're out of luck on the confetti cake, Dd and I ate the last of it after lunch lol. Put the pineapple upside down cake literally just came out of the oven.

<blockquote><b>Quoting I'm Marbles:</b>" Please feel free to ship me some cake. And sorry for your loss."</blockquote>




Thank you.   and at this rate I'll ship you a whole cake lol.

You will probably always have those what if thoughts. I lost my angle over 3 years ago and from time to time think about it and how things would have been different had he/she been here. I'm sorry for your loss!

Quoting [♥]Mrs. Morgan:" <blockquote><b>Quoting *~AngelEyes~*:</b>" I know how you feel; I'm feeling about the ... [snip!] ... cake, Dd and I ate the last of it after lunch lol. Put the pineapple upside down cake literally just came out of the oven."

darn you got me wanting confetti cake!!! lol I'm craving sweets these days lol. Maybe I'll go to the store tonight and get me some when DH gets home lol

<blockquote><b>Quoting tonys_mama(army wife):</b>" You will probably always have those what if thoughts. I lost my angle over 3 years ago and from time ... [snip!] ... and from time to time think about it and how things would have been different had he/she been here. I'm sorry for your loss!"</blockquote>



Thank you. I appreciate it.

<blockquote><b>Quoting *~AngelEyes~*:</b>" darn you got me wanting confetti cake!!! lol I'm craving sweets these days lol. Maybe I'll go to the store tonight and get me some when DH gets home lol "</blockquote>



Do it! It was really good. I made a cream cheese frosting to go on it. I don't care for the canned stuff.

I think I'm going to do a tees leches cake next with strawberries and pineapple.

Quoting [♥]Mrs. Morgan:" <blockquote><b>Quoting *~AngelEyes~*:</b>" darn you got me wanting confetti cake!!! ... [snip!] ... go on it. I don't care for the canned stuff. I think I'm going to do a tees leches cake next with strawberries and pineapple."

mmm that sounds good. I don't like frosting, so I'll probably just do it without the frosting. hmm maybe confetti CUPcakes hehe. Gah you got my sweet tooth going again! lol

Im sorry mama my due date qas christmas 2008 and i get the same thoughts,like my kid would be 5 this year,starting school i get jealous..christmas time is the hardest still.i cope by crying,lighting a candle and read angel mother poems.im sorry for your loss.