Quoting ♥Daenerys:" That seriously gave me chills. Sometimes I wonder if people somehow know their time is coming. I know ... [snip!] ... did/said some odd things, that looking back on it now, truly make me believe she knew. That's so sad about the mom, too. "
I think they do. I was really sick that summer of '11. I am not going to lie. I had 5 surgeries in about 2 weeks. The first one, I knew that smurf was going to go wrong. I was petrified to go in. I knew it wasn't going to be "easy" like the surgeon said. The reason I had the other surgeries is because he botched the origional one. I think we all have an inner voice and we just have to listen to it.
I read her last post over and over and thought, how sad that she didn't get to enjoy those moments. I can't help but wonder why the Anesthesiologist didn't give her something to prevent her from vomiting. When I had the twins, I had just finished eating like 3 hours before. He gave me something where I was so relaxed, no nausea, no nothing! With my son, I was nervous, anxious and I nearly did throw up. Odd considering that it wasn't my first rodeo. When my twins were born, the Drs reached in and pulled them out. With my son the dr was pushing really hard on my abdomen. I think in all honesty that is why I wanted to throw up. I don't know why he didn't just reach in and pull him out with ease.