Just Need To Vent!!!

So as alot of you know I have been in the hospital on bedrest for about three weeks now. I have a 5 year old son at home and being away from him is adding up alot of extra stress and sadness. I miss him so much. I feel like my heart is missing. To top it off today my bf decides to completely freak out on me in front of my Mother and Grandmother, and if that isn't bad enough, in front of my son as well as his. My Mom has made our life hell since the moment we got together. She has done alot of terrible things that even I find hard to forgive her for. For instance writing me a letter and offer to help me anyway possible as long as I will get an abortion. Obviously I said Hell No! So my Mom came over today and I guess she kept giving my bf dirty looks..IDK I didnt see it...The next thing I know my bf is screaming at me and cussing me out. All I could do was cry. He packed his things and was going to leave me here alone....I begged him not to leave. He finally went outside for about ten minutes, when he returned he apologized. This is the first actual fight we were into. I cant help but think that he actually started all of this because he was taking his son home to his ex gf. What I have failed to mention is tonight he was getting ready to take his son back to his ex's house. Before he left he went in the bathroom cut his hair and took a shower. He cheated on me with her when we very first got together. I never would have taken him back but I'm pregnant and I really want to make things work between us and actually be a family. I'm unbelievably sad!!! Being stuck in this hospital makes it even worse. I'm sorry if this is written poorly and a little hard to understand. I just have so many thoughts running through my head. What would you do if you were in my position?!

Just because you're pregnant is no reason to stay with him. You should be suspicious. And have you told your mom how you feel?

I think it is a little weird that your boyfriend is still visiting his ex. I'm really sorry about what you are going through, I can't imagine how hard it must be. Can your son come up and visit you sometimes?

Quoting mαkαnαni:" Just because you're pregnant is no reason to stay with him. You should be suspicious. And have you told your mom how you feel?"

Yeah I have told her...she's pretty much crazy and cares for herself. She's a miserable person and loves to make people miserable around her. But at the moment the two of them are all I have to depend on as I cant even leave my room. At this point I feel like telling them both to get lost. They both want me to choose between them...I don't get it...Sometimes I feel like I'd better off to tell them both to get lost.

I think that your mother is just trying to protect you from him. You did say he cheated on you and now for what reason would he be getting all ready to go drop his son off to her? It just doesn't add up. Even though she comes across as harsh, she may be just trying to save you from heartache.

If i were you, I'd leave. I think I would rather my LO growing up in 2 separate households then to see their mother and father clearly not get along and despise each other.