Quoting *Whoknows*:" So my friend told me about this website, I do not get online too often so I thougth I would make a quick ... [snip!] ... that has had an abortion, how do you cope? How did you heal? I thought I had but obviously I have not. How do I forgive myself?"I had an abortion with the "abortion pill" in January of 2013. I am not over it. I regret it everyday of my life. I have constant reminders by pregnant women at church and school. I did it because my husband has been unemployed since January and I already have 5 children, two of whom are in college. I was desperate. I could not deal and did not trust in God. Now I have to live with the guilt forever.