re: I feel so guilty :(

Quoting º×ß¡±©µ×º:" <blockquote><b>Quoting BastiansMommy:</b>" Yup"</blockquote> did you go to Providence or capital medical"

I went to capital medical...loved my doctor, hated the hospital when I had LO

Quoting BastiansMommy:" I know...but I don't want him to not gain weight because my milk seems to be drying up.   I pump every ... [snip!] ... same and I know it. UGH! It shouldn't be this frustrating to do something your body was made to do   Sorry...just kinda grumpy"

no the whole point of it is you put in your milk and or formula and he just sucks it in on your breast so he will be full

Quoting mrs.bedell:" no the whole point of it is you put in your milk and or formula and he just sucks it in on your breast so he will be full"

I was talking about right now lol I don't have one of those, the only thing even remotely like that I have is the thing they gave us when we basically had to do that when he was born and we used a syringe...but I think I threw that away in the move and a syringe full of formula won't work anymore...

yea I would just keep regularly BF and if he is fussy after feed him. they are easy to find so If you dont want to give up on bf I would get one.

Quoting mrs.bedell:" yea I would just keep regularly BF and if he is fussy after feed him. they are easy to find so If you dont want to give up on bf I would get one."

Yeah...I'll have to look for one that I can actually afford buying  

<blockquote><b>Quoting BastiansMommy:</b>" I went to capital medical...loved my doctor, hated the hospital when I had LO"</blockquote>




who did you have I had Richards

some WIC places loan hospital grade pumps to moms who are ebf! I cant imagine ever hand pumping! that must be hard! have you gotten to talk to an lactation consultant, WIC also has them. they can be a great resource for info and support. also they can help you find out if its just you not making enough milk or something else.

Quoting º×ß¡±©µ×º:" <blockquote><b>Quoting BastiansMommy:</b>" I went to capital medical...loved my doctor, hated the hospital when I had LO"</blockquote> who did you have I had Richards"

I HATED Richards...haha sorry, she was just super judgmental and bitchy when I saw her.
I see Walker

Quoting HippiHobbitMama:" some WIC places loan hospital grade pumps to moms who are ebf! I cant imagine ever hand pumping! that ... [snip!] ... great resource for info and support. also they can help you find out if its just you not making enough milk or something else."

I talk to the WIC lactation consultant...but she always tells me that I just need to pump more...even though I've told her when I pump 1. I end up dumping it out usually because for some reason he refuses to drink milk out of the bottle. and 2. it ends up making my supply go down instead of up.
Yeah, I hate my handpump...it's not even the ones where you just squeeze the handle, it's part of the electric one they had me use at the hospital, that I have to pull on a tube kind of thing, so I can't even think about attempting to pump one handed. UGH

<blockquote><b>Quoting BastiansMommy:</b>" I HATED Richards...haha sorry, she was just super judgmental and bitchy when I saw her. I see Walker"</blockquote>




Walker was the 1 who delivered my stillborn I kinda felt bad because she was pregnant at the time but she was awesome

Quoting º×ß¡±©µ×º:" <blockquote><b>Quoting BastiansMommy:</b>" I HATED Richards...haha sorry, she was just ... [snip!] ... Walker was the 1 who delivered my stillborn I kinda felt bad because she was pregnant at the time but she was awesome"

Yeah...I love her. She's super nice and when I wasn't dilating and he wasn't dropping she decided I needed a c-section...and she yelled at the anesthesiologist because he was refusing to knock me out instead of doing the epidural that wasn't working. She included SO in the appointments too, which was awesome. The other doctor's either ignored him or belittled him