Today would have been my due date

My lasy pregnancy ended in a miscarriage I am sad today because today marks the day he/she would have been due, I feel my self wondering about my losses and would love to remember each one of them in some form  
currently I am 19 weeks and 6 days I hope to think with my losses it's the same soul trying to reach me.
My history
My son passed away from SIDS when he was 30 days old in december 1998
Then In may 2000 I had a missed miscarriage and a D&C I was 17 weeks pregnant but the baby stopped at 9weeks.
My daughter was born is 2001
My next daughter was born in 2003
My second son arrived in 2006
Then I had a miscarriage in july 2009
Followed by a ectopic in sept 2009.
Then last year I had a miscarriage aug 2012
Now I am pregnant I had a scan yesterday so this is my rainbow baby   I can;t wait for this one to arrive, But it still hurts to think I have gone through all that to get to hear I would like to think that the soul carries on.

I feel you. I had my second miscarriage in August last year too. The due date would have been March 23rd :[

I'm sorry for your losses   Just try to commemorate the baby by lighting a candle or something along those lines. I know when the due date of miscarriage came around I was so angry that I got black out drunk. Hard day.

I believe the soul carries on. I miscarried on my bday July 2011. Found out I was pregnant again August 2011. I always felt that it was the same soul. She just couldn't get to me the first time.

I'm sorry for your losses 

I'm so sorry for your sadness today, Rachelle.

The loss of a baby is something no one should have to suffer through. My previous due date for my loss in Sept will be on April 8th. I know it will be a heart-heavy day. I like the idea about the same soul.... like they're trying to come home to us

I wish you peace, my sweet

Quoting Daesey:" I'm so sorry for your sadness today, Rachelle. The loss of a baby is something no one should have to ... [snip!] ... a heart-heavy day. I like the idea about the same soul.... like they're trying to come home to us I wish you peace, my sweet"

Oh thanks jenny :'( it's how I see things or try convincing myself other wise I wouldn't have a clue how I would cope and carry on