I was 2 weeks late, testing every day...at first dreading a BFP because it was my BFs idea to TCC, not mine. Then I realized the feeling had changed from dread to hope waiting for my results....all BFNs. And wondering, could the pregnancy tests be wrong? Some kind of freak pregnancy where all the tests are negative yet the US reveals a bun in the oven or something. I tell my BF I get my period, he who was excited, telling me how much he wants a baby right now, is now relieved I am not pregnant, while I'm sad about it. My reasons were messed up for wanting another baby and he changed his mind. I keep telling myself its for the best, that our relationships doomed anyway. I think its over after this. I will continue my life and focus on raising my child. Forget this desire for another baby.