Quoting NICKEL☮POLIS:" I'm sorry This scares me, my nanny is a really heavy smoker (along with having diabetes and heart ... [snip!] ... and I tell her all the time to quit or at least slow down. I couldn't cope with losing her, I'm closer to her than my mother."I stopped smoking for good this last time I seen the second line on the hpt. That was almost 2 years ago and I honestly feel SO much better. I've been nagging SO constantly lately to stop smoking. I don't want to see him waste away too.