They found cancer in my grandma yesterday. She is in surgery right now. Only 1/3 of people make it through this surgery. If she makes it, she has about 3-6 months. While I do want her to make it, part of me thinks it'd be better for her to go today so she doesn't have to go through months of agony and experience a slow painful death. But the selfish part of me wants her to live. I'm so happy we went to NC in November and I saw her and she met the baby. This is all so sudden though.
Please keep her in your good thoughts. If you're religious, please pray for her.
I've never has close family die so this is all new to me.
She's 84 years old and on one hand, she's lived a long happy life surrounded by people who love her. But on the other, death is never something anyone is completely ready for (well, maybe on some cases).
I'm also worried about my grandpa. They've been married 65 years and it will be so hard for him to be without her.