Quoting Allure:" <blockquote><b>Quoting applelove:</b>" are you imagining bad things happening to the ... [snip!] ... bad dreams?"</blockquote> Sorry for not being clear. The bad thoughts take place when I am both awake as well as asleep."
I was like that with my son. I could not figure out why. I think it is anxiety, not PTSD. They are very different. Hormones change so quickly after giving birth. For me, it really triggered anxiety. Just remind yourself all is well, your son is fine, and see your Dr.