1 year ago..

my dad died.. But I have no different emotions about it than I did a month ago or six months ago.. Today isn't tougher than any other day just because it has been a year.. Am I crazy or is this normal? Everyone else in my family has been crying and all emotional about it but me I am just like it is another day.. I feel like smurf for it but at the same time I don't want to dwell on it.

The day before my dads one year anniversary was harder then the actual day was. The day of my family got together and just enjoyed one anothers company so it wasn't as emotional, but it was nice.

I mean I have bad days and good days, but the anniversary wasn't as bad as I had thought it would be. So I'd say its normal or else we're both strange lol