Do not want to go back on anxiety meds!!

Throughout my whole pregnancy I was mostly fine ( had one panic attack ) but now I'm starting to feel kind of anxious and stressed. Usually when I'm in public or driving I feel like its hard to breathe and then I get scared of passing out ( bc I have before from having a panic attack) in front of people or while driving. But all the time now I get stressed out so easily and everything is like an issue with me. I'm being a bitch to SO and I feel so bad but I can't help it, I'm not depressed though. i feel like I am always worrying or too concerned about the littlest things. And I can't like let loose, I'm so like high strung and stuck up, I hate it! And i cannot be around people because i have like no patience for anyone and i catch myself being a bitch to random people. But I really don't want to go back in medication because it makes me gain weight and I'm still trying to lose the rest of the 60 lbs I gained from it, plus I'm breast feeding. I just miss how I was before I got pregnant (mentally) when I was on my medicine because I was so much more calm. Ughhh

<blockquote><b>Quoting My Widdle:</b>" Throughout my whole pregnancy I was mostly fine ( had one panic attack ) but now I'm starting to feel ... [snip!] ... I just miss how I was before I got pregnant (mentally) when I was on my medicine because I was so much more calm. Ughhh"</blockquote>




Sorry about typing "like" constantly, happens when I'm stressed

It could be PPD.
I'd get help asap, better now then wait and let it get worse.

didnt want to go back on meds either i got my med card, ive been on meds for over 12 years, im sick of them...
now i have a g-pen and use wax,

<blockquote><b>Quoting DeanJade&Maksims Momma:</b>" didnt want to go back on meds either i got my med card, ive been on meds for over 12 years, im sick of them... now i have a g-pen and use wax,"</blockquote>




What's a g-pen and wax?

Quoting DeanJade&Maksims Momma:" didnt want to go back on meds either i got my med card, ive been on meds for over 12 years, im sick of them... now i have a g-pen and use wax,"

Med card? G pen? Wax?

I'm confused, lol