Quoting LivvieLousMama:" Aww mama. My heart hurts for you. I am so sorry you had to read this bullsmurf. "
It's all good...its nice to come here and see how much everyone backs each other up. And I agree if OP had reworded it then most of us would've been supportive.
OP you did not prove any point. I honestly do pray that you get the pregnancy your heart desires!